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My little 3 year old went to a pediatric optomologist today, for the big red bump on her eyelid. Her eyes were dilated and she did so well! While the nurse was testing her vision in all kinds of cute/kid friendly ways, I started totally tearing up like a freak! 🥺
I don’t know why I started getting emotional? Maybe it’s because she looked SO completely vulnerable there in the dark, naming the images she saw on the screen...her cute little voice...I know a cyst (a glorified huge stye) is BEYOND minuscule compared to the enormous hurdles many of my friends have faced, as moms. 🙏🏼
I’m just here to say: stress, anxiety, pain, hurt feelings, sadness, grief...it’s all relative. 👇🏼
I’m working SO hard to stop downplaying my own feelings. I’m trying to take them for what they are. I’m letting myself experience them because I know it’s so important. 🧝🏻♀️
Also, how naive of me to think I’d just be able to drop her off at school and return to work 🤦🏼♀️ Silly me...thank god my manager is beyond understanding!
So what happens with her eye? New ointment and hot compresses 4-5 times daily for a month. If that doesn’t work, it’s time for anesthesia and a small/quick procedure. We will survive! ☺️
The year without a smart phone? This could probably save my sanity. And my bank account. Less easy access I have to Amazon, more towards the house I want to buy end of 2019/early 2020. More time to focus elsewhere on more important things. My first phone didn’t have texting, how bad could it be? (Insert extremely nervous Ralph Wiggum chuckling) Bring on the old days of the OG IPod for my music, and even stringy bleached ramen curls and all the glitter! This could be awesome. Or terrifying for my 15k photo roll content over the last year-ish 😬 Bring. It. On. @vitaminwater #vitaminwater#nophoneforayear#contest#nophoneforayearvitaminwater#amicrazy#ohlawdhavemercy#savemysanityplease
Guys! I officially put in my notice at work and I’m moving out west! 🙈 I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t terrified but I’ll be so close to the mountains and I can’t wait to photograph couples in love in amazingly beautiful, adventurous locations! ⛰ Here’s to moving across the country at 30 years old. ❤️
Sometimes you have to step out of your comfort zone and do something that you've been holding off because of fear or concern for what other people may think...sometimes THAT thing is taking a sabbatical from work, leaving your home and taking your family on a 6mth adventure around the world! 80 days to go - so much planning still to do, but it will all work itself out...right!!?? #amicrazy#neverstopexploring#travellingfamily#getoutthere
Frame 1 down, frame 2 cleared and 💡 has percolated. Should be complete by Sunday evening if all goes well. Really trying to go outside the box and let go. #acrylics # multimedia # gluegunsrule #dontburnyourself#2D#amicrazy
So this is my fake smile!
The second picture is how I actually feel today.
Does anyone else feel like when they drink they get depressed the next day?
Maybe that's not the right word... but definitely just...
No, I'm not hungover. I didnt drink much, stayed hydrated, ate before...
Maybe I'm just not used to alcohol anymore but it definitely has a huge effect on my brain chemistry.
Am I crazy?? I'll be good after a workout... that should help right??? I asked my partner Ben to work out with me 50 times because I'm sad and the 51st time he said yes to 10 mins! #win#healthybodyhealthymind#amicrazy#thanksbabe