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because i was in the mood for a comic strip here it is: #therapycat. swipe thru for the whole story (the begining of it) 
#therapy #abandonment #straycatissues #illustrationartists #comicstrip #catcomics
"Now, it's common knowledge that most towns of a certain size have a witch, if only to eat misbehaving children and the occasional puppy who wanders into her yard. Witches use those bones to cast spells and curses that make the land infertile... yet of all the witches in Alabama, there was one who was the most feared. For she had one glass eye, which was said to contain mystical powers"

#explorealabama #bigfish #thetownofspectre #spectre #abandonedhouse #abandoned_seekers #abandonment_issues #abandonedchurch #abandoned #abandonment #abandonedplaces #rural#ruralexploration #Polaroid #polaroidonestepplus #polaroid600film #polaroidinstantfilm #polaroidfilm #instantfilmphotography #instantfilm
"Now, it's common knowledge that most towns of a certain size have a witch, if only to eat misbehaving children and the occasional puppy who wanders into her yard. Witches use those bones to cast spells and curses that make the land infertile... yet of all the witches in Alabama, there was one who was the most feared. For she had one glass eye, which was said to contain mystical powers" #explorealabama  #bigfish  #thetownofspectre  #spectre  #abandonedhouse  #abandoned_seekers  #abandonment_issues  #abandonedchurch  #abandoned  #abandonment  #abandonedplaces  #rural #ruralexploration  #Polaroid  #polaroidonestepplus  #polaroid600film  #polaroidinstantfilm  #polaroidfilm  #instantfilmphotography  #instantfilm 
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I learned something today on my #griefjourney.  It was one of those #ahha #moments.  It came through quite reflection.  As I struggled with the feelings of abandonment, which is nothing like loneliness.  I’m not lonely, even though I’m alone.  The confusion that comes with #abandonment has been really tough to process.  But today I realized that I have to claim my own power back.  The spark that’s been missing from my eyes has to be turned on internally.  And thats what I did today when I saw a hummingbird.  I would normally assume that the hummingbird was there because Mike was close to me, but instead I thought today “What if the hummingbird is there because it likes the spirit I’m radiating.” That “my” eternal flame is still burning bright. I’ve just forgotten to acknowledge it.  Im claiming that part of my life back and I’m okay with it.  I’m nowhere done honoring #MikeAtishin or the gift he left all of us.  I have so many wonderful stories and pictures to share.  I’m just going to do it in a way that I hope doesn’t make anyone feel sorry for me, because I’m don’t get to feel sorry for me. ⁣
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#proudwife #besties #gonebutnotforgotten #lossofahusband #grief #lifeofmike #behindthesunset #inspiration #inspiring #love #bestfriends #hubby #instalove #instalife #instapic
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖⁣ ⁣ #Repost  @littleegypt⁣ ⁣ I learned something today on my #griefjourney . It was one of those #ahha  #moments . It came through quite reflection. As I struggled with the feelings of abandonment, which is nothing like loneliness. I’m not lonely, even though I’m alone. The confusion that comes with #abandonment  has been really tough to process. But today I realized that I have to claim my own power back. The spark that’s been missing from my eyes has to be turned on internally. And thats what I did today when I saw a hummingbird. I would normally assume that the hummingbird was there because Mike was close to me, but instead I thought today “What if the hummingbird is there because it likes the spirit I’m radiating.” That “my” eternal flame is still burning bright. I’ve just forgotten to acknowledge it. Im claiming that part of my life back and I’m okay with it. I’m nowhere done honoring #MikeAtishin  or the gift he left all of us. I have so many wonderful stories and pictures to share. I’m just going to do it in a way that I hope doesn’t make anyone feel sorry for me, because I’m don’t get to feel sorry for me. ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #proudwife  #besties  #gonebutnotforgotten  #lossofahusband  #grief  #lifeofmike  #behindthesunset  #inspiration  #inspiring  #love  #bestfriends  #hubby  #instalove  #instalife  #instapic 
It's apart of who you are. Your authentic self.
It's apart of who you are. Your authentic self.
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I sit in the reality of a new diagnosis and I’m confused, frustrated, and overwhelmed with how I got here. I’m trying to understand why, and I’m realizing it’s not about the why. It’s about something so much greater. A deeper healing. The uprooting of lies and a false identity. It’s where He’s taking me. It’s the reminder that my broken childhood was not my fault. It was not His original intent for me, and He can take it all and use it for good. But there’s so much that needs to be uprooted. It HURTS. It’s PAINFUL....but I’m holding on, not willing to give up! I’m clinging onto the lyrics of my husband, “Gray skies reminds me I’m still breathing.” Photo: @adridelacruz_photographer -
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#authenticadventureco #mentalhealthawareness #normalizementalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #ptsd #depersonalization #mystory #traumasurvivor #liveauthentically #selfcarematters #mindfulness #loveyourself #healingjourney #abandonment #bedeeplyrooted #belovedlife #givemejesus #christianblogger #latinablogger #latinamom #latinx #calledtobecreative #youbelong #wahmlife #momlife #momtogirls #seekthesimplicity #chicagomom #depression
DEPRESSION - I sit in the reality of a new diagnosis and I’m confused, frustrated, and overwhelmed with how I got here. I’m trying to understand why, and I’m realizing it’s not about the why. It’s about something so much greater. A deeper healing. The uprooting of lies and a false identity. It’s where He’s taking me. It’s the reminder that my broken childhood was not my fault. It was not His original intent for me, and He can take it all and use it for good. But there’s so much that needs to be uprooted. It HURTS. It’s PAINFUL....but I’m holding on, not willing to give up! I’m clinging onto the lyrics of my husband, “Gray skies reminds me I’m still breathing.” Photo: @adridelacruz_photographer - - - - - #authenticadventureco  #mentalhealthawareness  #normalizementalhealth  #mentalhealthmatters  #mentalhealthrecovery  #ptsd  #depersonalization  #mystory  #traumasurvivor  #liveauthentically  #selfcarematters  #mindfulness  #loveyourself  #healingjourney  #abandonment  #bedeeplyrooted  #belovedlife  #givemejesus  #christianblogger  #latinablogger  #latinamom  #latinx  #calledtobecreative  #youbelong  #wahmlife  #momlife  #momtogirls  #seekthesimplicity  #chicagomom  #depression 
How much do you trade to defeat lonesomeness? —— Delia Owens

Devoured this one in a long weekend!  Powerful!
#fiction #lostlove #abandonment #isolation #family #rurallife #outcast #misunderstood #loneliness
Instead of aiming to be perfect and failing, strive to be Progressive in whatever you're doing. Aim at making progress over time, a little at a time.
Instead of aiming to be perfect and failing, strive to be Progressive in whatever you're doing. Aim at making progress over time, a little at a time.
Isn’t this so true? Sometimes we celebrate life by sharing it with our loved ones. You deserve to be happy. Love this post by @conscious_counsellor conscious_counsellor 💚

#lifelessons #wisdomoftheday #depression #anxiety #selfhelp #lifequotes #wisdomquotes #inspirationalquotes #wisewords #abandonment #breakup #quotesdaily #personalgrowth #thoughts #quoteoftheday #consciousness #lovequotes #innerpeace #selfcare #inspiringquotes #personaldevelopment #mindbodysoul #motivationalpost #quotes #consciouscounsellor #selfdevelopment #selflove #truth #motivationalquotes #happiness 💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚
Isn’t this so true? Sometimes we celebrate life by sharing it with our loved ones. You deserve to be happy. Love this post by @conscious_counsellor conscious_counsellor 💚 #lifelessons  #wisdomoftheday  #depression  #anxiety  #selfhelp  #lifequotes  #wisdomquotes  #inspirationalquotes  #wisewords  #abandonment  #breakup  #quotesdaily  #personalgrowth  #thoughts  #quoteoftheday  #consciousness  #lovequotes  #innerpeace  #selfcare  #inspiringquotes  #personaldevelopment  #mindbodysoul  #motivationalpost  #quotes  #consciouscounsellor  #selfdevelopment  #selflove  #truth  #motivationalquotes  #happiness  💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚🌟💚
This gives you an idea how big the windows are at Selma on the 2nd floor. The 1st floor windows are taller. I’m 6’2. This was taken during the restoration.  #selmamansionrebirth  #abandonment #abandonment_issues #abandoned #abandonedplaces #abandonedphotography #abandonedamerica #abandoned_addiction #abandonedafterdark #grime #grimelords #urbex #urbex_supreme #raw_abandoned #haunted  #hauntedplaces
#Repost @vakninsamnarcissist
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Codependents and borderlines do not react to object impermanence (inconstancy) the same way as narcissists do. When they are abandoned or left alone by significant others, they experience anxiety, but it manifests differently.

Narcissists delete the absent person and dissociate (forget about him or her). They do not miss the missing ex or lover or child or neighbor or colleague. They simply move on to the next interchangeable target.

Borderlines and codependents are much more like the infants described in Piaget's work: they react even to the slightest hint of absence as a total abandonment and then proceed to cling, mourn, and get depressed.

In extreme cases borderlines decompensate and disintegrate and then act out recklessly (go on shopping sprees or engage in promiscuous sex, for examples). #narcissist #borderline #codependent #abandonment #anxiety #absence #decompensation #actingout #dissociation #samvaknin
#Repost  @vakninsamnarcissist • • • • • Codependents and borderlines do not react to object impermanence (inconstancy) the same way as narcissists do. When they are abandoned or left alone by significant others, they experience anxiety, but it manifests differently. Narcissists delete the absent person and dissociate (forget about him or her). They do not miss the missing ex or lover or child or neighbor or colleague. They simply move on to the next interchangeable target. Borderlines and codependents are much more like the infants described in Piaget's work: they react even to the slightest hint of absence as a total abandonment and then proceed to cling, mourn, and get depressed. In extreme cases borderlines decompensate and disintegrate and then act out recklessly (go on shopping sprees or engage in promiscuous sex, for examples). #narcissist  #borderline  #codependent  #abandonment  #anxiety  #absence  #decompensation  #actingout  #dissociation  #samvaknin 
Left in ruins..
Left in ruins..
One of our tri-axel dump trucks dropping off sand for backfilling a residential storage tank abandonment,  just one of many oil tank servives and s 80+ environmental equipment ready 24/7 for Emergency Services if needed. Visit us online or call to speak a Project Manager today! https://easternenviro.com for more info. Long Island's #1 environmental contractor and service company.

#environment #contractor #services #environment #trucks #truck #heavyequipment #heavymachinery #contracting #longisland #suffolkcounty #nyc #nassaucounty #nj #tristate #Oil #oilspill #dumptruck #jobsite #oiltank #abandonment #newyork #hamptons #mold #moldremediation #oilandgas
One of our tri-axel dump trucks dropping off sand for backfilling a residential storage tank abandonment, just one of many oil tank servives and s 80+ environmental equipment ready 24/7 for Emergency Services if needed. Visit us online or call to speak a Project Manager today! https://easternenviro.com for more info. Long Island's #1  environmental contractor and service company. #environment  #contractor  #services  #environment  #trucks  #truck  #heavyequipment  #heavymachinery  #contracting  #longisland  #suffolkcounty  #nyc  #nassaucounty  #nj  #tristate  #Oil  #oilspill  #dumptruck  #jobsite  #oiltank  #abandonment  #newyork  #hamptons  #mold  #moldremediation  #oilandgas 
One of those one off books you just can’t put down....
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#bohemian #paris #abandonment #onelife #individual #woman #seductive #strong#anaisnin#books #readingtime📖#corapearl#courtesan
I’ll see you at the fucking crossroads. I’ll make you bite through your tongue, blood will have blood, Idiot.
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#abandoned #urbex #abandonedplaces #decay #lostplaces #urbanexploration #abandon #urbandecay #photography #urbexworld #moodnation #forgotten #lostplace #urbanexploring #junkies #urbanexplorer #abandonedhouse #seekers #ruins #lostplacesgermany #urban #urbexphotography #architecture #exploration #kings #photo #ig #lost #abandonment #bhfyp
I’ll see you at the fucking crossroads. I’ll make you bite through your tongue, blood will have blood, Idiot. . . . . . . . #abandoned  #urbex  #abandonedplaces  #decay  #lostplaces  #urbanexploration  #abandon  #urbandecay  #photography  #urbexworld  #moodnation  #forgotten  #lostplace  #urbanexploring  #junkies  #urbanexplorer  #abandonedhouse  #seekers  #ruins  #lostplacesgermany  #urban  #urbexphotography  #architecture  #exploration  #kings  #photo  #ig  #lost  #abandonment  #bhfyp 
“Your mother loved you so much she chose adoption..” • Your mother loved you so much she gave you away • It really doesn’t matter what it’s called or what reasons are given. From the point of separation, a heavy burden falls into the lap of an adopted person. We are left trying to make sense of something that makes no sense. If a mother could give away her own child then who would stay? 
This doesn’t mean we won’t ever heal, but it does create additional challenges
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#adoption #abandonment #adopteevoices #justlisten #familypreservation #fp365 #adoptee #adoptionislove #adoptionrocks #adoptiontruth
“Your mother loved you so much she chose adoption..” • Your mother loved you so much she gave you away • It really doesn’t matter what it’s called or what reasons are given. From the point of separation, a heavy burden falls into the lap of an adopted person. We are left trying to make sense of something that makes no sense. If a mother could give away her own child then who would stay? This doesn’t mean we won’t ever heal, but it does create additional challenges . . . . #adoption  #abandonment  #adopteevoices  #justlisten  #familypreservation  #fp365  #adoptee  #adoptionislove  #adoptionrocks  #adoptiontruth 
I lost it all, everything and my only solace is that atleast I played. For a time, that was enough, but now I can feel it all creeping into my subconscious like a lion, waiting to devour its prey. I wait for it, wait till it takes over and there is nothing left of what I used to be.
I lost it all, everything and my only solace is that atleast I played. For a time, that was enough, but now I can feel it all creeping into my subconscious like a lion, waiting to devour its prey. I wait for it, wait till it takes over and there is nothing left of what I used to be.
Then what happens is we model Him after their behavior. We begin to view God as a punisher as opposed to loving. I know I did. What better way to make you miserable in this world than to separate you from your source. To make you feel all alone and controlled. SPIRITUAL ABUSE. —If one person needs to hear this- job done. -
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Then what happens is we model Him after their behavior. We begin to view God as a punisher as opposed to loving. I know I did. What better way to make you miserable in this world than to separate you from your source. To make you feel all alone and controlled. SPIRITUAL ABUSE. —If one person needs to hear this- job done. - - - - - - - - - - -https://amzn.to/2NUJy1T #complexptsd  #scapegoat  #mentalhealthawareness  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #depression  #selflove  #anxiety  #ocd  #complexptsd  #ptsd  #abuse  #trauma  #stuckonrepeat  #narcissistrecovery  #abandonment  #emotionalabuse  #mentalabuse  #recovery  #addiction  #healing  #evil  #selfrespect  #domesticviolence  #malignantnarcissist  #toxicrelationships  #seekhelp  #covertnarcissist  #gaslighting  #projection  #codependent 
As my soul enters my body, I recall the thousands of lives we’ve shared. 
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Models: @indigogh86 @rls1201south @sullencatalyst 
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#abandoned #abandonedplaces #abandoned_junkies #abandonedafterdark #abandon_seekers #abandonment_issues #abandoned_excellence #abandonedbuilding #abandonedworld #abandon_seekers_ #abandonedhouse #abandon #abandoned_addiction #abandonedphotography #abandoned_seekers #abandonedcentral #abandonedbuildings #abandonado #abandoned_world #abandoned_greece #abandonedporn #abandono #abandon_af #abandonment
As my soul enters my body, I recall the thousands of lives we’ve shared. ______________________________________________ Models: @indigogh86 @rls1201south @sullencatalyst _________________________________________________ #abandoned  #abandonedplaces  #abandoned_junkies  #abandonedafterdark  #abandon_seekers  #abandonment_issues  #abandoned_excellence  #abandonedbuilding  #abandonedworld  #abandon_seekers_  #abandonedhouse  #abandon  #abandoned_addiction  #abandonedphotography  #abandoned_seekers  #abandonedcentral  #abandonedbuildings  #abandonado  #abandoned_world  #abandoned_greece  #abandonedporn  #abandono  #abandon_af  #abandonment 
Codependents and borderlines do not react to object impermanence (inconstancy) the same way as narcissists do. When they are abandoned or left alone by significant others, they experience anxiety, but it manifests differently.

Narcissists delete the absent person and dissociate (forget about him or her). They do not miss the missing ex or lover or child or neighbor or colleague. They simply move on to the next interchangeable target.

Borderlines and codependents are much more like the infants described in Piaget's work: they react even to the slightest hint of absence as a total abandonment and then proceed to cling, mourn, and get depressed.

In extreme cases borderlines decompensate and disintegrate and then act out recklessly (go on shopping sprees or engage in promiscuous sex, for examples). #narcissist #borderline #codependent #abandonment #anxiety #absence #decompensation #actingout #dissociation #samvaknin
Codependents and borderlines do not react to object impermanence (inconstancy) the same way as narcissists do. When they are abandoned or left alone by significant others, they experience anxiety, but it manifests differently. Narcissists delete the absent person and dissociate (forget about him or her). They do not miss the missing ex or lover or child or neighbor or colleague. They simply move on to the next interchangeable target. Borderlines and codependents are much more like the infants described in Piaget's work: they react even to the slightest hint of absence as a total abandonment and then proceed to cling, mourn, and get depressed. In extreme cases borderlines decompensate and disintegrate and then act out recklessly (go on shopping sprees or engage in promiscuous sex, for examples). #narcissist  #borderline  #codependent  #abandonment  #anxiety  #absence  #decompensation  #actingout  #dissociation  #samvaknin 
Each day, I receive numerous messages saying "I wasn't in an abusive relationship, but I was dating a narcissist who isolated me, belittled me, stole money from me, etc." Well guess what? You were in an abusive relationship! Just because you were not physically assaulted does not mean you didn't experience abuse. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
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Each day, I receive numerous messages saying "I wasn't in an abusive relationship, but I was dating a narcissist who isolated me, belittled me, stole money from me, etc." Well guess what? You were in an abusive relationship! Just because you were not physically assaulted does not mean you didn't experience abuse. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• 📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞 One on one support is available by phone anywhere in the world. Schedule your phone call with me today. Even a single appointment can make all the difference. (See website for details. Link in bio.) ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Email @narcissist.sociopath.awareness@gmail.com IG @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 twitter @narcopathaware FB @ Narcissist Sociopath Awareness www.narcissist-sociopath-awareness.com •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #LifeCoach  #narcissistsociopathawarenes2  #sociopath  #narcissist  #psychopath  #narcissisticabuse  #cheater  #breakup  #abandonment  #femalenarcissist  #toxicpeople  #crazymaking  #empath  #redflags  #closure  #shanedawson  #gaslighting  #walkingoneggshells  #anxiety  #fu_slh  #betrayal  #pathologicalliar  #traumabonding  #boundaries  #psychologicalabuse  #dvam  #divorce  #emotionalabuse 
Feeling #downinthedumps from #hulk and #valkyrie #abandonment , what could possibly #cheer #thor up?  #rollie #pic ? #doublerollie #picture ?  New @lexususa (#fulldisclosure , @god_of_thunder_cpacfp can never keep up with #wintersoldier #spending 😂😂😂). #world , meet @jkulp08 , the exclusive #car #salesman #king as far as this #asgardian is concerned.  Thank #god he has a beautiful #queen cuz he’s been to my #castle with #hella #friends when I wasn’t #home 😮. #wakandaforever @rolex #submariner #oysterperpetual #rollienotastopwatch #lexusls500
Feeling #downinthedumps  from #hulk  and #valkyrie  #abandonment  , what could possibly #cheer  #thor  up? #rollie  #pic  ? #doublerollie  #picture  ? New @lexususa (#fulldisclosure  , @god_of_thunder_cpacfp can never keep up with #wintersoldier  #spending  😂😂😂). #world  , meet @jkulp08 , the exclusive #car  #salesman  #king  as far as this #asgardian  is concerned. Thank #god  he has a beautiful #queen  cuz he’s been to my #castle  with #hella  #friends  when I wasn’t #home  😮. #wakandaforever  @rolex #submariner  #oysterperpetual  #rollienotastopwatch  #lexusls500 
Battered and worn, but still standing. // off Pitt St., Charleston, SC
Battered and worn, but still standing. // off Pitt St., Charleston, SC
Toiletgram 077 - Night of the Living Toilet
Toiletgram 077 - Night of the Living Toilet
We’re all trying to figure out how to live longer, healthier and more productive lives.
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Biohacking has become a huge business.
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People with BIG $$$ are having stem cell facelifts and injections in an effort to look and live longer. •
I say that without judgement and honour those willing to be walking experiments for the betterment of all.
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I also believe my Medical Intuitive work and research that has been ignited through my work is similar to the biohackers who are pushing forward with innovative ideas.
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I’m rooted in the body and the miraculous things it can do all on it’s own.
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And in my work the relationship with dying and how we process abandonment and rejection is too strong to ignore. •
They are two things we all have in common. •
And are often where our deepest work lies ... the most difficult work ... is in deconstructing how we process these things. •
And there isn’t a pill or drink or injection we can take to do that.
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And I am my own walking experiment. 
#medicalintuition #energy #healing #biohacking #medicalintuitive #biohack
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We’re all trying to figure out how to live longer, healthier and more productive lives. • Biohacking has become a huge business. • People with BIG $$$ are having stem cell facelifts and injections in an effort to look and live longer. • I say that without judgement and honour those willing to be walking experiments for the betterment of all. • I also believe my Medical Intuitive work and research that has been ignited through my work is similar to the biohackers who are pushing forward with innovative ideas. • I’m rooted in the body and the miraculous things it can do all on it’s own. • And in my work the relationship with dying and how we process abandonment and rejection is too strong to ignore. • They are two things we all have in common. • And are often where our deepest work lies ... the most difficult work ... is in deconstructing how we process these things. • And there isn’t a pill or drink or injection we can take to do that. • And so we avoid this work. • And often what we avoid is exactly what we need. • This is my form of bio hacking ... • And I am my own walking experiment. #medicalintuition  #energy  #healing  #biohacking  #medicalintuitive  #biohack  #spirituality  #abandonment  #rejection 
I just had a massive panic attack and it's not even noon! I'm obsessing like crazy and something is wrong with me. I'm pacing back and forth and I don't know what to do.

How do I get help when I can't get help?

Please! Someone do it for me!

I don't want to mess up anyone's life anymore. 
I want myself and everyone to be #happy 😢😢 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #illness #disorder #obsession #attached #abandonmentissues #thepast #abandonment #panicattack #tryinghard #anxietyattack #anxietydisorder #ineedmedicationorsomethingplease #insta #understanding #respectmyself #respectothers #crisis #hurt #rejected #isolated #bullied #posttraumaticstressdisorder #raped #abused #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder
I just had a massive panic attack and it's not even noon! I'm obsessing like crazy and something is wrong with me. I'm pacing back and forth and I don't know what to do. How do I get help when I can't get help? Please! Someone do it for me! I don't want to mess up anyone's life anymore. I want myself and everyone to be #happy  😢😢 #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #illness  #disorder  #obsession  #attached  #abandonmentissues  #thepast  #abandonment  #panicattack  #tryinghard  #anxietyattack  #anxietydisorder  #ineedmedicationorsomethingplease  #insta  #understanding  #respectmyself  #respectothers  #crisis  #hurt  #rejected  #isolated  #bullied  #posttraumaticstressdisorder  #raped  #abused  #bpd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #bipolardisorder 
This new set comes from my second visit to this abandoned oil refinery in Oxnard.  Had some good stories that day! •••featured member #urbex_utopia #caliurbex #urbexchampions #abandonedcaliforniamagazine••• #california #graffiti #forgottencalifornia  #team_urbex #refinery #abandonment #abandoned #rurex #urbex #venturacounty #rural #sombrexplore #ig_urbex #urbanexploration #jj_urbex_ #abandonedplaces #urbandecay #urbex_supreme #ventura #oxnard  #abandonedexcellence #decay_nation #ic_urbex #ig_abandoned Taken on 16 July 2018
This new set comes from my second visit to this abandoned oil refinery in Oxnard. Had some good stories that day! •••featured member #urbex_utopia  #caliurbex  #urbexchampions  #abandonedcaliforniamagazine ••• #california  #graffiti  #forgottencalifornia  #team_urbex  #refinery  #abandonment  #abandoned  #rurex  #urbex  #venturacounty  #rural  #sombrexplore  #ig_urbex  #urbanexploration  #jj_urbex_  #abandonedplaces  #urbandecay  #urbex_supreme  #ventura  #oxnard  #abandonedexcellence  #decay_nation  #ic_urbex  #ig_abandoned  Taken on 16 July 2018
"they say when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up". #explorealabama #bigfish #thetownofspectre #abandonedhouse #abandoned_seekers #tv_urbex #abandonment_issues #abandonedchurch #abandoned #abandonment
Never has there been a book that comprises EVERYTHING a person could possibly feel, think, or go through in their lives; and my book, “Fake Exteriors” contains it all...#sexualabuse, #physicalabuse, #drugaddiction, #bulimia, #depression, #promiscuity, #death,  #hatred, #incarceration, #mamasboys, #abandonment, #betrayal, #enlightenment and #growth. It’s  appalling, it’s riveting, it’s emotional, it’s inspiring, and it’s relatable, because IT’S LIFE. Order your copy from Amazon today....
Never has there been a book that comprises EVERYTHING a person could possibly feel, think, or go through in their lives; and my book, “Fake Exteriors” contains it all...#sexualabuse , #physicalabuse , #drugaddiction , #bulimia , #depression , #promiscuity , #death , #hatred , #incarceration , #mamasboys , #abandonment , #betrayal , #enlightenment  and #growth . It’s appalling, it’s riveting, it’s emotional, it’s inspiring, and it’s relatable, because IT’S LIFE. Order your copy from Amazon today....
This is my home gull too!  It's gonna be a sacred space for healing! 
Repost @healed_n_heels Listen.... We are completely registered at 100% for the third year in a row. However we will have limited on site registration on the day of the event. #abandonment #addiction #abuse #afterlife #nostoneunturned #letsgethealed
Back to the digital age. More abandonment in Kyiv.
Back to the digital age. More abandonment in Kyiv.