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And you know what? Fuck you for leaving. Fuck you for saying you'd always be there. Fuck you for making me trust you. I don't care that you'll probably never see this. I just had to say it - Fuck you. #bipolardisorder #abandonment #cptsd #multiplesclerosis
And you know what? Fuck you for leaving. Fuck you for saying you'd always be there. Fuck you for making me trust you. I don't care that you'll probably never see this. I just had to say it - Fuck you. #bipolardisorder  #abandonment  #cptsd  #multiplesclerosis 
Rp @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2: Triangulation. This is a favorite tool with many uses. They'll entice you to "compete" for their affection by flaunting your new competition. As well, you'll be told terrible things about people you barely know, and being loyal & protective of your partner, you'll turn against these people. In hindsight, you realize that these people weren't evil; they just knew the truth. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
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#sociopath #narcissist #psychopath
#narcissisticabuse #abandonment #triangulation #toxicpeople #truth #empath #redflags #closure #heartbreak #gaslighting #smearcampaign #protective #loyal #betrayal #warning #boundaries #flirting #silenttreatment #bully
Rp @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2: Triangulation. This is a favorite tool with many uses. They'll entice you to "compete" for their affection by flaunting your new competition. As well, you'll be told terrible things about people you barely know, and being loyal & protective of your partner, you'll turn against these people. In hindsight, you realize that these people weren't evil; they just knew the truth. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #narcissistsociopathawarenes  #sociopath  #narcissist  #psychopath  #narcissisticabuse  #abandonment  #triangulation  #toxicpeople  #truth  #empath  #redflags  #closure  #heartbreak  #gaslighting  #smearcampaign  #protective  #loyal  #betrayal  #warning  #boundaries  #flirting  #silenttreatment  #bully 
FYI: Some ppl think I post shit that uplifts because I’m such a positive person. It’s actually the opposite... 99% of the time I type out something motivational or encouraging it’s really just a publicly declared version of self talk that my own fucked up brain needs to remind me that I have purpose and worth beyond the feelings of self hatred I have tendency to go to every now and then. And I post it publicly for the few that just might feel similar and could possibly benefit from the same reminders. So don’t ever let what you’re scrolling through and double tapping fool you. All the love in the world and all the blessings or appearance of blessings from our view can hide the ugliest depth of most people’s pain. If you know me at all or have listened to any of music you should know by now... I’m no different. And tonight? This is my why lie, I need a prayer sign.
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#FuckYou #Depression #FuckYou #Brain #FuckYou #Suicide #FuckYou #Thoughts #FuckYou #Trauma #FuckYou #Memories #FuckYou #Fear #FuckYou #Abandonment #FuckYou #SelfHate #FuckYou #Demons #FuckYou #Temptations #FuckYou #Insecurities #FuckYou #Guilt #FuckYou #Shame #FuckYou #Voices #TellingMe #Lies #FuckYouSatan #YouWillNOTWin... #IPromiseThat
FYI: Some ppl think I post shit that uplifts because I’m such a positive person. It’s actually the opposite... 99% of the time I type out something motivational or encouraging it’s really just a publicly declared version of self talk that my own fucked up brain needs to remind me that I have purpose and worth beyond the feelings of self hatred I have tendency to go to every now and then. And I post it publicly for the few that just might feel similar and could possibly benefit from the same reminders. So don’t ever let what you’re scrolling through and double tapping fool you. All the love in the world and all the blessings or appearance of blessings from our view can hide the ugliest depth of most people’s pain. If you know me at all or have listened to any of music you should know by now... I’m no different. And tonight? This is my why lie, I need a prayer sign. • • • • #FuckYou  #Depression  #FuckYou  #Brain  #FuckYou  #Suicide  #FuckYou  #Thoughts  #FuckYou  #Trauma  #FuckYou  #Memories  #FuckYou  #Fear  #FuckYou  #Abandonment  #FuckYou  #SelfHate  #FuckYou  #Demons  #FuckYou  #Temptations  #FuckYou  #Insecurities  #FuckYou  #Guilt  #FuckYou  #Shame  #FuckYou  #Voices  #TellingMe  #Lies  #FuckYouSatan  #YouWillNOTWin ... #IPromiseThat 
Broken Window Theory Resulted in Weeds
(from yesterday's day trip where I looked Canada in the eye and said, "nah") #washington #blaine #blackandwhite #blackandwhitephotography #bnw #bnwphoto #bnwphotography #abandoned #abandonment #abandonedplaces #ruralexploration #rurex #ruraldecay #smalltown #smalltownusa #bordertown #abandoned_af #exploreeverything #canoneosr
The Seeds of Life Begins there.
The Seeds of Life Begins there.
Remove shackles from your thinking so you can remove shackles off your life. Be free.💗
Remove shackles from your thinking so you can remove shackles off your life. Be free.💗
Finished up the first semester of my sophomore year! It was such a hard semester, but I still have some great memories from along the way. This break is much needed. So excited to just work again, not have any school to worry about, and be able to focus on things that make me happy! I want to go on some adventures this break. Also, I am super excited to be heading to Boston at the end of the year! 🌻

On another note, I love this place and would love to come back someday. Taken July 2017.
Finished up the first semester of my sophomore year! It was such a hard semester, but I still have some great memories from along the way. This break is much needed. So excited to just work again, not have any school to worry about, and be able to focus on things that make me happy! I want to go on some adventures this break. Also, I am super excited to be heading to Boston at the end of the year! 🌻 On another note, I love this place and would love to come back someday. Taken July 2017.
Today I drew this image which I dreamt way back in 2013. I came across a very rough sketch of it which I made at the time, I felt inspired to make a quick, finished drawing out of it. #overboard #dreamsketch #cyan #marybluestocking #betrayal #rescue #abandonment #drifting #floodlights #personalencounterswitholdfriends #drawingbyhand #handmadedrawing #manoverboard #lostatsea
It’s not “when nature takes over” here. It’s “when spiders takes over” 🕷 🕸 
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REFLECTION FOR CHRISTMAS:
"When mankind experiences superlative pains, when socio-economic misery kills millions of lives that stink of abandonment, when cruel illnesses demonstrate the organic fragility of creatures, when violence goes mad and kills, when toxins ruin wide strands of world youth, along with other evils that testify to the bankruptcy of materialism, the unruffled figure of Jesus reappears, inviting reflection, love and peace, while the resonances of His Christmas speak in silence: He, who has saved countless lives, asks that, on Christmas Eve, distribute kindness, inscribe it in your heart and mind, so that you may never part from it (JOANNA). DE ANGELIS)
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#reflections #christmas #jesusisthereasom #mankind #experiences #dontlosefaith #socioeconomic #miserykills #millionsoflives #abandonment #cruelillnesses #organic #fragility #creatures #violence  #ruin #wide #youth #evils #testify #jesuschrist #love #peace #silence #joy #kindness #charity #faith #merrychristmas
REFLECTION FOR CHRISTMAS: "When mankind experiences superlative pains, when socio-economic misery kills millions of lives that stink of abandonment, when cruel illnesses demonstrate the organic fragility of creatures, when violence goes mad and kills, when toxins ruin wide strands of world youth, along with other evils that testify to the bankruptcy of materialism, the unruffled figure of Jesus reappears, inviting reflection, love and peace, while the resonances of His Christmas speak in silence: He, who has saved countless lives, asks that, on Christmas Eve, distribute kindness, inscribe it in your heart and mind, so that you may never part from it (JOANNA). DE ANGELIS) 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️ #reflections  #christmas  #jesusisthereasom  #mankind  #experiences  #dontlosefaith  #socioeconomic  #miserykills  #millionsoflives  #abandonment  #cruelillnesses  #organic  #fragility  #creatures  #violence  #ruin  #wide  #youth  #evils  #testify  #jesuschrist  #love  #peace  #silence  #joy  #kindness  #charity  #faith  #merrychristmas 
Όταν τα συντρίμμια του παρελθόντος μετατρέπονται σε εικαστική τέχνη
Όταν τα συντρίμμια του παρελθόντος μετατρέπονται σε εικαστική τέχνη
This year started off with a whole lot of good intentions...celebrations, plans, dreams, fun, traveling...but it turned out to be one of my toughest. I won’t be sad to see it go. 😕
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Blindsided. Scapegoated. Betrayed...
Tested. 💫
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And I wouldn’t change a thing.
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Unstick Your Stuck 
BECOME AN EXPERT IN YOUR OWN LIFE
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#gratitude #lifelessons #faith
#empath #flyingmonkeys  #mindshift #abandonment #ego #selfdiscovery #clarity #challenging #empath #narcissism #bullies #justjaylyn #growth #drama #negativity #toxic #anger #hurt #betrayal #patterns #nlp #messengers #nlppractitioner #spiritualpath #consciousliving #bye2018 @melanietoniaevans @lisaaromano @inner_integration #ottawa #canada
This year started off with a whole lot of good intentions...celebrations, plans, dreams, fun, traveling...but it turned out to be one of my toughest. I won’t be sad to see it go. 😕 . Blindsided. Scapegoated. Betrayed... Tested. 💫 . . And I wouldn’t change a thing. . . Unstick Your Stuck BECOME AN EXPERT IN YOUR OWN LIFE . . #gratitude  #lifelessons  #faith  #empath  #flyingmonkeys  #mindshift  #abandonment  #ego  #selfdiscovery  #clarity  #challenging  #empath  #narcissism  #bullies  #justjaylyn  #growth  #drama  #negativity  #toxic  #anger  #hurt  #betrayal  #patterns  #nlp  #messengers  #nlppractitioner  #spiritualpath  #consciousliving  #bye2018  @melanietoniaevans @lisaaromano @inner_integration #ottawa  #canada 
Decided to do something more this time, if youre interested ill tell more about what this should be. In essance its a lonely person, the way he sees the world, where all the people are on one side, whereas hes the only one on his side, no friends, his only hope is that the viewer will at least nottice him (its not even close to finished painting so its not that clear :DDDD )
Decided to do something more this time, if youre interested ill tell more about what this should be. In essance its a lonely person, the way he sees the world, where all the people are on one side, whereas hes the only one on his side, no friends, his only hope is that the viewer will at least nottice him (its not even close to finished painting so its not that clear :DDDD )
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#Repost  @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 ・・・ The people you surround yourself with can greatly affect your ability to thrive. If you feel stuck, work to be the best version of yourself but also keep your environment toxic free. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• 📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞📞 One on one support is available by phone anywhere in the world. Schedule your phone call with me today. Even a single appointment can make all the difference. (See website for details. Link in bio.) ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Email @narcissist.sociopath.awareness@gmail.com IG @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 twitter @narcopathaware FB @ Narcissist Sociopath Awareness www.narcissist-sociopath-awareness.com •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #LifeCoach  #narcissistsociopathawarenes2  #sociopath  #narcissist  #psychopath  #narcissisticabuse  #needy  #insecure  #abandonment  #femalenarcissist  #toxicpeople  #crazymaking  #empath  #inspiration  #depression  #believesurvivors  #metoo  #gaslighting  #codependency  #anxiety  #fu_slh  #betrayal  #pathologicalliar  #traumabonding  #boundaries  #psychologicalabuse  #divorce  #emotionalabuse 
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The thing under my bed waiting to grab my ankle isn't real. I know that, and I also know that if I'm careful to keep my foot under the covers, it will never be able to grab my ankle.
#stephenking #favquotes
The thing under my bed waiting to grab my ankle isn't real. I know that, and I also know that if I'm careful to keep my foot under the covers, it will never be able to grab my ankle. #stephenking  #favquotes 
#svenskadikter#poetry#farochdotter#abandonment#honorculture#abusiveparents En dikt jag skrivit till min far:

Om ord var tillräckliga för att förlåta
Så har du inte sagt ett ord
Om ånger var känslan som fick dig att gråta
Så har ingen salt tår blivit offentliggjord

Du lever vidare som om jag inte fanns
Du undrar aldrig var jag har tagit vägen
För dig har jag nog aldrig haft en chans
Att få vara din dotter i alla lägen

Jag var endast 17 år när du valde bort mig
Du lät mig förloras till hederskulturen
Då som nu hade jag behövt dig
Så snälla far, riv ner den förbannade muren

Jag har blivit hånad och spottad på
Jag har blivit kallad för det ena och andra
Jag har blivit slagen och sparkad på
Av din fru och bror och många andra

Tala om för mig då var vi har varandra!

Jag önskar att du kunde vara min räddare
Jag önskar att du kunde stoppat de andra
Jag vet att det skulle göra mitt liv lättare
Om du var stolt över mig, din dotter Sandra

Varför tvingas jag alltid att välja, far
Mellan dig och mitt liv i frihet?
Är det hedern du vill ha kvar?
Är det därför jag lever i ensamhet?

Att födas som flicka är en grymhet!

Könet på ett barn styr framtiden och ödet
Verkar det vara rättvist för dig?
När du kallar dig kristen och tar nattvardsbrödet
Kallas det för falskhet av mig

Känner du till Fadime, far? 
Känner du Maria och Pela?
Jag önskar att de fortfarande var kvar
Och att deras sår gick att hela

Jag lever fortfarande, fast jag redan är död
Är jag dum om jag fortfarande söker ditt stöd?
Så gräv ner hedern, det ordnar sig
Här finns en dotter som behöver dig

Skriven av,
Superwoman Sandra
#svenskadikter #poetry #farochdotter #abandonment #honorculture #abusiveparents  En dikt jag skrivit till min far: Om ord var tillräckliga för att förlåta Så har du inte sagt ett ord Om ånger var känslan som fick dig att gråta Så har ingen salt tår blivit offentliggjord Du lever vidare som om jag inte fanns Du undrar aldrig var jag har tagit vägen För dig har jag nog aldrig haft en chans Att få vara din dotter i alla lägen Jag var endast 17 år när du valde bort mig Du lät mig förloras till hederskulturen Då som nu hade jag behövt dig Så snälla far, riv ner den förbannade muren Jag har blivit hånad och spottad på Jag har blivit kallad för det ena och andra Jag har blivit slagen och sparkad på Av din fru och bror och många andra Tala om för mig då var vi har varandra! Jag önskar att du kunde vara min räddare Jag önskar att du kunde stoppat de andra Jag vet att det skulle göra mitt liv lättare Om du var stolt över mig, din dotter Sandra Varför tvingas jag alltid att välja, far Mellan dig och mitt liv i frihet? Är det hedern du vill ha kvar? Är det därför jag lever i ensamhet? Att födas som flicka är en grymhet! Könet på ett barn styr framtiden och ödet Verkar det vara rättvist för dig? När du kallar dig kristen och tar nattvardsbrödet Kallas det för falskhet av mig Känner du till Fadime, far? Känner du Maria och Pela? Jag önskar att de fortfarande var kvar Och att deras sår gick att hela Jag lever fortfarande, fast jag redan är död Är jag dum om jag fortfarande söker ditt stöd? Så gräv ner hedern, det ordnar sig Här finns en dotter som behöver dig Skriven av, Superwoman Sandra
For Sale by Owner 🤔
For Sale by Owner 🤔
The #narcissist’s teeth fit your wounds.
To do his “job” [which is to force you to come face to face with your deepest fears & your unhealed wounds while the narc stands by & enjoys the pain you endure], the #narc must take note of your dreams, your vulnerabilities, & then crush, desecrate & debase whatever’s most important to you.
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A friend wrote a magazine article about “hook up culture” a couple of years ago.  One case study in the article, a young woman, had had sex for the first time with the man she was seeing, & immediately afterwards he got on his phone and started chatting to new girls on #Tinder.  While the woman was still in bed with him.  I remember saying: “I would just die if somebody ever treated me like that.” .
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So when I was lied to & conned by a #narcissist, & scammed into a situation where he tried to use me like an unpaid prostitute, it really, really damaged me. 
To conceive a child in the midst of what was basically sexual #exploitation & a con job, & then to have been raped by this narcissist while carrying his child, was just the final straw.
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I honestly thought I would never recover psychologically.  I have great respect for psychotherapy; but it didn’t help with this. 
When we have deep fears & vulnerabilities, it’s a spiritual thing.  We can’t heal solely by spending 50 minutes a week TALKING to a therapist.  It’s deeper.
It was a priest who helped me in the end. The priest reminded me to focus on what was in my own heart at the time my child was conceived.  And not to focus on the abuser’s sordid intent. 
Focusing on my own heart, my own motivations, my own best interests, & not taking other people’s behaviour so personally —that was a game-changer for me. .
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Whatever your fears, wounds & unhealed issues are or were, a narcissist will hone in on what hurts you most, & rip open  those old wounds with glee, forcing you to examine the wound, and really heal this time. 
It might be #abandonment issues, a history of sexual #abuse, a fear of not being good enough. .
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Better to really & truly heal a wound than let it fester. .
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#narcissisticabuse #deephealing #traumarecovery #sexualexploitation #predators #lifeafternarc
The #narcissist ’s teeth fit your wounds. To do his “job” [which is to force you to come face to face with your deepest fears & your unhealed wounds while the narc stands by & enjoys the pain you endure], the #narc  must take note of your dreams, your vulnerabilities, & then crush, desecrate & debase whatever’s most important to you. . . . A friend wrote a magazine article about “hook up culture” a couple of years ago. One case study in the article, a young woman, had had sex for the first time with the man she was seeing, & immediately afterwards he got on his phone and started chatting to new girls on #Tinder . While the woman was still in bed with him. I remember saying: “I would just die if somebody ever treated me like that.” . . So when I was lied to & conned by a #narcissist , & scammed into a situation where he tried to use me like an unpaid prostitute, it really, really damaged me. To conceive a child in the midst of what was basically sexual #exploitation  & a con job, & then to have been raped by this narcissist while carrying his child, was just the final straw. . . I honestly thought I would never recover psychologically. I have great respect for psychotherapy; but it didn’t help with this. When we have deep fears & vulnerabilities, it’s a spiritual thing. We can’t heal solely by spending 50 minutes a week TALKING to a therapist. It’s deeper. It was a priest who helped me in the end. The priest reminded me to focus on what was in my own heart at the time my child was conceived. And not to focus on the abuser’s sordid intent. Focusing on my own heart, my own motivations, my own best interests, & not taking other people’s behaviour so personally —that was a game-changer for me. . . . Whatever your fears, wounds & unhealed issues are or were, a narcissist will hone in on what hurts you most, & rip open those old wounds with glee, forcing you to examine the wound, and really heal this time. It might be #abandonment  issues, a history of sexual #abuse , a fear of not being good enough. . . . Better to really & truly heal a wound than let it fester. . . . #narcissisticabuse  #deephealing  #traumarecovery  #sexualexploitation  #predators  #lifeafternarc 
I haven’t found anywhere with any Christmas decorations, so here is a Halloween decoration 🎃👻
#abandoned #abandonedbuilding #abandonedhouse #abandonedplaces #abandonment #abandonedenmark #forladt #forladtesteder #urbanexploring #urbanexploration #urbanexplorer #urbex #urbanex #exploration #adventure
Cute little abandoned house, in unbelievably good condition, considering it’s very close to a train station 😎
#abandoned #abandonedbuilding #abandonedhouse #abandonedplaces #abandonment #abandonedenmark #forladt #forladtesteder #urbanexploring #urbanexploration #urbanexplorer #urbex #urbanex #exploration #adventure