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I surrender.
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I am learning to live between effort and surrender. I do my best and hope for what I want, but I don't resist the direction of the wind.
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Through surrender, I move from outer turmoil to inner peace. By letting go of expectations and outcomes, I transform a painful experience into blessed moments of surrendering to my pain.
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When fear gets best of me, I surrender with love. When I release my resistance to love's presence, I am able to receive what I need - what's trying to come in to my life for my highest good.
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Thank You. ∞
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd #tantra
I surrender. ∘ I am learning to live between effort and surrender. I do my best and hope for what I want, but I don't resist the direction of the wind. ∘ Through surrender, I move from outer turmoil to inner peace. By letting go of expectations and outcomes, I transform a painful experience into blessed moments of surrendering to my pain. ∘ When fear gets best of me, I surrender with love. When I release my resistance to love's presence, I am able to receive what I need - what's trying to come in to my life for my highest good. ∘ Thank You. ∞ ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd  #tantra 
Soooo... Not sure if you've noticed, but Ive been going through something for a little while now.. something that came out of nowhere.. something that pulled the rug out from underneath me .. something that has changed me..and is continuing to change me... It's the thing that's responsible for that sadness behind my eyes..a sadness and sense of dispair that I didn't know existed until now... This thing .. it's crazy.. maybe you've heard of it... It's called, "The Dark Night of the Soul" ...have you heard of it? It may be dark...but it's simultaneously beautiful...there's a lot more to it, but the reason I'm mentioning it is because it's given me a very rebellious side ..a rebellious side that demands attention and respect...so this brings me to my question... I want to get a tattoo on my neck.. should I? ...is it inappropriate for someone like me? I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter :) #tattoo #thedarknightofthesoul #twinflame #itsasoulthing #calledforadeeperlove #thedeepest #sadnessbehindtheeyes #forwhat #youllsee #watchmework💋
Soooo... Not sure if you've noticed, but Ive been going through something for a little while now.. something that came out of nowhere.. something that pulled the rug out from underneath me .. something that has changed me..and is continuing to change me... It's the thing that's responsible for that sadness behind my eyes..a sadness and sense of dispair that I didn't know existed until now... This thing .. it's crazy.. maybe you've heard of it... It's called, "The Dark Night of the Soul" ...have you heard of it? It may be dark...but it's simultaneously beautiful...there's a lot more to it, but the reason I'm mentioning it is because it's given me a very rebellious side ..a rebellious side that demands attention and respect...so this brings me to my question... I want to get a tattoo on my neck.. should I? ...is it inappropriate for someone like me? I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter :) #tattoo  #thedarknightofthesoul  #twinflame  #itsasoulthing  #calledforadeeperlove  #thedeepest  #sadnessbehindtheeyes  #forwhat  #youllsee  #watchmework 💋
Inspire & Empower to create a positive ripple effect onto the world by strengthening the mind, body, soul. .
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#artlovers #inspire #empower #motivate #educate #nothingbutpositivity #risesunshinerise #thedarknightofthesoul #summerfun #paintnight
A #CTSunrise ... Even through the clouds, the light is still there.  Even in the darkness, the light is still there.  Been going through a bit of #TheDarkNightOfTheSoul ... It's been tough.  The feeling of wanting to #isolate ... To leave everything behind . . To just be free in #spirit ... Some call it #depression , but I know better .... It's another learning and growth spurt ... Another #awakening is coming, if you will.  All I can do is stay close to #God , #Spirit , #source ... I can #moveamuscle to #changeathought .... Eventually, it will pass... The dark night of the soul will eventually pass .... And today the sunrise has told me, that the #light is always there, even if it can't be seen ... I just have to wait until the light burns off the darkness , or shines through so brightly that the #darkness dissipates. 
#asabovesobelow #ctscenery #naturalct  #NaturesKeeper
A #CTSunrise  ... Even through the clouds, the light is still there. Even in the darkness, the light is still there. Been going through a bit of #TheDarkNightOfTheSoul  ... It's been tough. The feeling of wanting to #isolate  ... To leave everything behind . . To just be free in #spirit  ... Some call it #depression  , but I know better .... It's another learning and growth spurt ... Another #awakening  is coming, if you will. All I can do is stay close to #God  , #Spirit  , #source  ... I can #moveamuscle  to #changeathought  .... Eventually, it will pass... The dark night of the soul will eventually pass .... And today the sunrise has told me, that the #light  is always there, even if it can't be seen ... I just have to wait until the light burns off the darkness , or shines through so brightly that the #darkness  dissipates. #asabovesobelow  #ctscenery  #naturalct  #NaturesKeeper 
This resonates so deeply with my core: ”Many people think that being spiritual means being positive, but being spiritual means being conscious and aware. You become conscious is a much different thing than to become positive." -Teal Swan
📷: @eliasrosewood
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #itsdarkinhere #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #tealswan
This resonates so deeply with my core: ”Many people think that being spiritual means being positive, but being spiritual means being conscious and aware. You become conscious is a much different thing than to become positive." -Teal Swan 📷: @eliasrosewood ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #itsdarkinhere  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #tealswan 
Everytime I think the dark night of the soul has ended BAM it comes right back. it seems never ending but I understand why it has to happen #thedarknightofthesoul #spiritualawakening #theuniverse #1111 #333 #22 #rebirth #raiseyourvibration #lightworker
To all my Divine Sacred Rebs out there! 😉
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Have any of you experienced “The Dark Night of the Soul”? 😔
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For those that may not have heard of this concept, I define it as a time (or length of time) where everything you hold near and dear to your heart, in an unhealthy way, breakdowns completely. Your entire whole world flips upside down and you completely lose your entire identity. .
Sounds horrible right? We’ll it is. I experienced my version of #TheDarkNightoftheSoul (or what I call “The Breakdown”) all of 2017 until June of this year. .
From relationships in every aspect of my life to belief systems I was born and raised in, everything I once knew crumbled from underneath me. .
It’s only recently that I can honestly say that I’m extremely thankfully for what I went through because not only would I not have made the changes I needed to make to experience #spiritual #liberation, #infinite #creativity, and #divine #feminine #wisdom. But I’ve also grown to expand my level of consciousness and adopt what I call a “Phoenix Eye View” on every experience I encounter. .
As an avenue to express my #Immense #Gratitude of the highest order for the phenomenal souls that helped me get through such a difficult time in my life, I will be launching my #PicLove Series (one of many as you all will know 😁). .
I am truly #blessed to spend my life with these #awesomesauce souls that in their own unique way renewed my faith and trust in myself and others once more. .
My brother was and still continues to be a PILLAR of STRENGTH that I can rely on. He is hilariously funny 😂, an amazing listener (if he likes you though 😂😂), and a phenomenal don’t-mess-with-me teacher! .
Brosky!!!, for the 22 years that you’ve walked this earth, I thank the Divine Creator (and you!) for allowing me to be your Big Sis! 😊 Thank you so much for keeping me sane during this maddening time. And I will continue to bug you to no end even after I decided to pass over and incarnate someplace else. 😂😁😍
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#sacredrebs #piclove #immensegratitude #rebelliouslibra #divinesacredrebellion #consiousconnections #rebelleacademi #repost
To all my Divine Sacred Rebs out there! 😉 . Have any of you experienced “The Dark Night of the Soul”? 😔 . For those that may not have heard of this concept, I define it as a time (or length of time) where everything you hold near and dear to your heart, in an unhealthy way, breakdowns completely. Your entire whole world flips upside down and you completely lose your entire identity. . Sounds horrible right? We’ll it is. I experienced my version of #TheDarkNightoftheSoul  (or what I call “The Breakdown”) all of 2017 until June of this year. . From relationships in every aspect of my life to belief systems I was born and raised in, everything I once knew crumbled from underneath me. . It’s only recently that I can honestly say that I’m extremely thankfully for what I went through because not only would I not have made the changes I needed to make to experience #spiritual  #liberation , #infinite  #creativity , and #divine  #feminine  #wisdom . But I’ve also grown to expand my level of consciousness and adopt what I call a “Phoenix Eye View” on every experience I encounter. . As an avenue to express my #Immense  #Gratitude  of the highest order for the phenomenal souls that helped me get through such a difficult time in my life, I will be launching my #PicLove  Series (one of many as you all will know 😁). . I am truly #blessed  to spend my life with these #awesomesauce  souls that in their own unique way renewed my faith and trust in myself and others once more. . My brother was and still continues to be a PILLAR of STRENGTH that I can rely on. He is hilariously funny 😂, an amazing listener (if he likes you though 😂😂), and a phenomenal don’t-mess-with-me teacher! . Brosky!!!, for the 22 years that you’ve walked this earth, I thank the Divine Creator (and you!) for allowing me to be your Big Sis! 😊 Thank you so much for keeping me sane during this maddening time. And I will continue to bug you to no end even after I decided to pass over and incarnate someplace else. 😂😁😍 . #sacredrebs  #piclove  #immensegratitude  #rebelliouslibra  #divinesacredrebellion  #consiousconnections  #rebelleacademi  #repost 
Today, I abandon my old habits and take up new, more positive ones
Realize that any difficult time are only a short phase of life. This too shall pass along with your old habits as you take in the new. You are a fully adapting being with creative energy which surges through you and leads you to new and brilliant ideas and the mindset that allows that energy to flow.

#popthekettleon and brew some of Teapot Teas THE DARK KNIGHT. Energetically infused with HOWLITE  to calm #thedarknightofthesoul. So let’s rest and remember how far we have come and release what no longer serves us for tomorrow is another day. 
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Today, I abandon my old habits and take up new, more positive ones Realize that any difficult time are only a short phase of life. This too shall pass along with your old habits as you take in the new. You are a fully adapting being with creative energy which surges through you and leads you to new and brilliant ideas and the mindset that allows that energy to flow. #popthekettleon  and brew some of Teapot Teas THE DARK KNIGHT. Energetically infused with HOWLITE to calm #thedarknightofthesoul . So let’s rest and remember how far we have come and release what no longer serves us for tomorrow is another day. For more information on the award winning Intentional Tisanes of Teapot Teas and updates on upcoming events and workshops follow us on www.teapotteas.com https://Facebook.com/TeapotTeas https://m.facebook.com/AtTheTeapot/ https://Instagram.com/teapotteas https://Twitter.com/teapotteas
In obscurity and silence and absurdity and violence the quiet reminded me that the surest sign I don't understand is to be sure that I do. I knew more before I knew more. You've been gone so long I've been raging at the night in all its emptiness, all its nothingness, all its silent, darkened sky. I've been searching for the sadist who keeps taking his sweet time. You let me lose my mind and I loved you for letting me hate you. #thedarknightofthesoul #IknewmorebeforeIknewmore #Ilovedyouforlettingmehateyou
In obscurity and silence and absurdity and violence the quiet reminded me that the surest sign I don't understand is to be sure that I do. I knew more before I knew more. You've been gone so long I've been raging at the night in all its emptiness, all its nothingness, all its silent, darkened sky. I've been searching for the sadist who keeps taking his sweet time. You let me lose my mind and I loved you for letting me hate you. #thedarknightofthesoul  #IknewmorebeforeIknewmore  #Ilovedyouforlettingmehateyou 
🎶 Happy #musicmonday (after a one-week-hiatus from IG)❗️
👉🏻 Listen to this #acoustic #masterpiece by @jonathanhulten and be thankful because musicians exist 🙏🏻 Hultén’s “day job” is being the 🎸 for swedish #metal band @tribulation_official 🇸🇪 and, “on the side,” he creates memorable melodies, harmonies, guitar lines... like this one. Have an amazing Monday full of music. Bring some ❤️ and 🎶 to this krazy 🌎✊🏻
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#anguishedaretheyoung #guitar #acousticguitar #harmonies #melody #songwriter #music #musicindustry #musicianslife #musicheals #thedarknightofthesoul
🎶 Happy #musicmonday  (after a one-week-hiatus from IG)❗️ 👉🏻 Listen to this #acoustic  #masterpiece  by @jonathanhulten and be thankful because musicians exist 🙏🏻 Hultén’s “day job” is being the 🎸 for swedish #metal  band @tribulation_official 🇸🇪 and, “on the side,” he creates memorable melodies, harmonies, guitar lines... like this one. Have an amazing Monday full of music. Bring some ❤️ and 🎶 to this krazy 🌎✊🏻 :: :: :: #anguishedaretheyoung  #guitar  #acousticguitar  #harmonies  #melody  #songwriter  #music  #musicindustry  #musicianslife  #musicheals  #thedarknightofthesoul 
For all of this excruciating pain that have been leading me back home.
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Before I believed in all around gratitude, trying to be happy all the time, turning every negative thought and feeling to "positive". Just being in the light. I was really scared of my anxiety, deep sorrow, ocd-fears and my depressive thoughts. I always tried to change them into something that I thought was more beautiful; positive thoughts.
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After many dark nights of the soul and especially this last one that have been going on little bit over a year, my belief system has really changed; I believe that darkness can be so beautiful and in so much deeper level. When you have faced & loved all your deepest fears, there isn't anything to be scared for. You are just flowing in this beautiful experience of all layers of humanity.
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It is probably more painful that anything else and I thought that pain is something to avoid, but for me the beauty is loving that pain, not trying to fix it, not trying to make it go away. Just loving it & let it stay as long as it needs. Not trying to numb it, not trying to change it to something else. Just loving it unconditionally, let all of that grief, sadness, anger come to the surface and surrendering to it. Crying in airplanes & trains, showing your biggest "mistakes" and fears to your lover & lovedones, being alone with all of that pain and letting it rain over you. Just surrendering to all of it.
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Under there lays the deepest (for what I know for now) gratitude for all and all of that darkness & pain. For me that gratitude has been so much deeper & complete here in the bottom. After that there aren't anymore so called good or bad, positive or negative. There just is & all that can be just what they are.
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #itsdarkinhere #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
For all of this excruciating pain that have been leading me back home. ∘ Before I believed in all around gratitude, trying to be happy all the time, turning every negative thought and feeling to "positive". Just being in the light. I was really scared of my anxiety, deep sorrow, ocd-fears and my depressive thoughts. I always tried to change them into something that I thought was more beautiful; positive thoughts. ∘ After many dark nights of the soul and especially this last one that have been going on little bit over a year, my belief system has really changed; I believe that darkness can be so beautiful and in so much deeper level. When you have faced & loved all your deepest fears, there isn't anything to be scared for. You are just flowing in this beautiful experience of all layers of humanity. ∘ It is probably more painful that anything else and I thought that pain is something to avoid, but for me the beauty is loving that pain, not trying to fix it, not trying to make it go away. Just loving it & let it stay as long as it needs. Not trying to numb it, not trying to change it to something else. Just loving it unconditionally, let all of that grief, sadness, anger come to the surface and surrendering to it. Crying in airplanes & trains, showing your biggest "mistakes" and fears to your lover & lovedones, being alone with all of that pain and letting it rain over you. Just surrendering to all of it. ∘ Under there lays the deepest (for what I know for now) gratitude for all and all of that darkness & pain. For me that gratitude has been so much deeper & complete here in the bottom. After that there aren't anymore so called good or bad, positive or negative. There just is & all that can be just what they are. ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #itsdarkinhere  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
~The #dailyinspiration ~When I wrote down this movie quote from #minorityreport I remember thinking What a THOUGHT To #ponder in regards to how IT would apply in One's own way of recognizing It's #messagetoself .... For me, today's #transformativethursday #thought applies to How I "SEE" #thedark My #ancestors would have Walk WITHIN THEIR LIFE'S PATHS And How I came in, at times "#knowing " It WAS "my role/job" to #balance &#clear The #karma that was once first created, not to mention, that little #voicewithin that spoke of inner stirrings that "past karma" WE find Ourselves "dealing With" MAY HAVE BEEN "US" Who First Play A Part IN "Creating." But maybe that's something for another future posting.😉 I experienced a path of #darkness as in #freewill #choices in which I CHOSE TO DO...but then came a day WHEN I #remembered #mylight WITHIN because I "Woke Up WITHIN IT" in What otherwise were #darkmoments known as #thedarknightofthesoul ... YOU Might say I was "RISKING MY LIGHT"💖🌟🌠 To EXPERIENCE The Dark that Would BECOME MY #catalyst To "Wake UP" to ONCE AGAIN: CHOOSING YOUR #path ~ another FreeWill Moment, wouldn't YOU SAY? A New Beginning, a new understanding, a new way of "SEEING" The LIGHT that otherwise might have Once only seem to "be dark."🙏💞💕😸~kat~ #withinthehealinglight #thursdaythoughts #lightthepath #lightworkers #lightbearer #pathoflight #angelsonearth #twinflamecollective #inspirationalpost
~The #dailyinspiration  ~When I wrote down this movie quote from #minorityreport  I remember thinking What a THOUGHT To #ponder  in regards to how IT would apply in One's own way of recognizing It's #messagetoself  .... For me, today's #transformativethursday  #thought  applies to How I "SEE" #thedark  My #ancestors  would have Walk WITHIN THEIR LIFE'S PATHS And How I came in, at times "#knowing  " It WAS "my role/job" to #balance  &#clear  The #karma  that was once first created, not to mention, that little #voicewithin  that spoke of inner stirrings that "past karma" WE find Ourselves "dealing With" MAY HAVE BEEN "US" Who First Play A Part IN "Creating." But maybe that's something for another future posting.😉 I experienced a path of #darkness  as in #freewill  #choices  in which I CHOSE TO DO...but then came a day WHEN I #remembered  #mylight  WITHIN because I "Woke Up WITHIN IT" in What otherwise were #darkmoments  known as #thedarknightofthesoul  ... YOU Might say I was "RISKING MY LIGHT"💖🌟🌠 To EXPERIENCE The Dark that Would BECOME MY #catalyst  To "Wake UP" to ONCE AGAIN: CHOOSING YOUR #path  ~ another FreeWill Moment, wouldn't YOU SAY? A New Beginning, a new understanding, a new way of "SEEING" The LIGHT that otherwise might have Once only seem to "be dark."🙏💞💕😸~kat~ #withinthehealinglight  #thursdaythoughts  #lightthepath  #lightworkers  #lightbearer  #pathoflight  #angelsonearth  #twinflamecollective  #inspirationalpost 
3 years ago, my writing was published on @rebellesociety I was shocked that it was chosen to be published. I felt this calling to submit a poem and within days I had a response of publication. 
3 years ago I was headed into a darkness I had never known, or perhaps I was already living there and was unaware of the light available. Yes, the latter for sure. 
My writing now is from a different voice. The energy is awake & alive. Knowing the journey of the #thedarknightofthesoul  and the journey of #awakening I can say that both are equally beautiful and worth the inner work to live in beauty. Embracing my shadow is possibly the bravest work I have ever done - to learn it was 6 year old me, screaming for my love the entire time. 
As I continue writing my book, the story is potent, the message raw, real, and vulnerable, and the intention is healing and connection. 
Maybe it will be published someday, maybe not... my story matters and it deserves my love. 
http://www.rebellesociety.com/2015/07/19/the-journey-to-awakening/
#journey #somatichealing #godismypaperclip #ptsdthriver #loveyourself #yourstorymatters #guidedbygrace #faith #joy #joymoments
3 years ago, my writing was published on @rebellesociety I was shocked that it was chosen to be published. I felt this calling to submit a poem and within days I had a response of publication. 3 years ago I was headed into a darkness I had never known, or perhaps I was already living there and was unaware of the light available. Yes, the latter for sure. My writing now is from a different voice. The energy is awake & alive. Knowing the journey of the #thedarknightofthesoul  and the journey of #awakening  I can say that both are equally beautiful and worth the inner work to live in beauty. Embracing my shadow is possibly the bravest work I have ever done - to learn it was 6 year old me, screaming for my love the entire time. As I continue writing my book, the story is potent, the message raw, real, and vulnerable, and the intention is healing and connection. Maybe it will be published someday, maybe not... my story matters and it deserves my love. http://www.rebellesociety.com/2015/07/19/the-journey-to-awakening/ #journey  #somatichealing  #godismypaperclip  #ptsdthriver  #loveyourself  #yourstorymatters  #guidedbygrace  #faith  #joy  #joymoments 
There is nothing worse than #blackandwhite #thedarknightofthesoul #black #white
Shadow-work 🍃 ”Soul work is not a high road. It’s a deep fall into an unforgiving darkness that won’t let you go until you find the song that sings you home.”
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #itsdarkinhere #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
Shadow-work 🍃 ”Soul work is not a high road. It’s a deep fall into an unforgiving darkness that won’t let you go until you find the song that sings you home.” ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #itsdarkinhere  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
When you don't hear from me, I am probably going inside myself and studying. ⛈🌊🌈the silence before the storm...
Book: 'Flow en de kunst van het zakendoen.' (Flow and the art of doing business) Jan Bommerez & Kees van Zijtveld
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This book was given to me by my business coach. I highly recommend it to anyone that believes that doing business starts from your own center and not from theories or models.
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#innersilence #businessplan #hardwork #craftersgonnacraft #designer #businessmodelcanvas #napoleonhill #janbommerez #keesvanzijtveld #thedarknightofthesoul #creativedestruction #onebookaweek #artistlife #strongwill #livingmytruth #designerfashion #inspirationaltalk #businessmentor #businesscoach #fashionart #fashionlove #makersgonnamake #brusselsdesigner #accessorieslove #accessoriesdesigner #holisticbusiness
When you don't hear from me, I am probably going inside myself and studying. ⛈🌊🌈the silence before the storm... Book: 'Flow en de kunst van het zakendoen.' (Flow and the art of doing business) Jan Bommerez & Kees van Zijtveld . This book was given to me by my business coach. I highly recommend it to anyone that believes that doing business starts from your own center and not from theories or models. . . . . . . . . . #innersilence  #businessplan  #hardwork  #craftersgonnacraft  #designer  #businessmodelcanvas  #napoleonhill  #janbommerez  #keesvanzijtveld  #thedarknightofthesoul  #creativedestruction  #onebookaweek  #artistlife  #strongwill  #livingmytruth  #designerfashion  #inspirationaltalk  #businessmentor  #businesscoach  #fashionart  #fashionlove  #makersgonnamake  #brusselsdesigner  #accessorieslove  #accessoriesdesigner  #holisticbusiness 
What a privilege to spend two weekends in a row in Bath and Twickenham with @simonhaasauthor who shared the deep wisdoms from the ancient Indian texts which are so relevant in today's world. Difficulties and emotional pain are unavoidable and can be a hidden opportunity to approach life in a different way (and suffering is optional!) Very insightful also to learn about the importance of being true to our nature, discovering our own unique gift and creating a space in our life to do what we love so that we can find fulfilment and happiness. Simply fascinating and transformational! #simonhaas #yogabooks #yogaworkshop #bhagavadgita #thedarknightofthesoul #thebookofdharma #teenyoga #teenyogafoundation
Thank you @charlottayogi1 @kearney.nick and @teenyogafoundation for the introduction 😗
What a privilege to spend two weekends in a row in Bath and Twickenham with @simonhaasauthor who shared the deep wisdoms from the ancient Indian texts which are so relevant in today's world. Difficulties and emotional pain are unavoidable and can be a hidden opportunity to approach life in a different way (and suffering is optional!) Very insightful also to learn about the importance of being true to our nature, discovering our own unique gift and creating a space in our life to do what we love so that we can find fulfilment and happiness. Simply fascinating and transformational! #simonhaas  #yogabooks  #yogaworkshop  #bhagavadgita  #thedarknightofthesoul  #thebookofdharma  #teenyoga  #teenyogafoundation  Thank you @charlottayogi1 @kearney.nick and @teenyogafoundation for the introduction 😗
It’s been a while. I won’t lie, I’ve had a rough time. Some call it the dark night of the soul, I’d like to call it unveiling of truth.
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Always, I have tried to be grateful. Sometimes even when it would annoy the hell out of others, because they could not see the beauty around me.
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This time around, I have had many feelings, the one that has lingered, and shown me starteling depths is anger. Rage. 
It’s been so strong that I’ve struggled to not run, and try to hide from it. It’s shaked my core of thankfulnes. My foundation.
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Now I am rising again, and with my rise, I’ve found new depths to my thankfulness. Defiant gratetude. When you take your anger, and the hurt and defiance in it, and use it as fuel for gratetude. A strong combination, of heart and will, of dark and light. None of them bad, together strong enough to fill the void.
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It’s felt like giving birth. Painful and beautiful, effecting every aspect of life.  I am not done yet, but I will be ready.
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I’m sending you my love, and if you find your selv in the darkness, I hope you’ll remember that darkness and light together make up a wholeness. And even though we are scared, we can choose to let our hearts be open and our souls expand.
It’s been a while. I won’t lie, I’ve had a rough time. Some call it the dark night of the soul, I’d like to call it unveiling of truth. ———- Always, I have tried to be grateful. Sometimes even when it would annoy the hell out of others, because they could not see the beauty around me. ——- This time around, I have had many feelings, the one that has lingered, and shown me starteling depths is anger. Rage. It’s been so strong that I’ve struggled to not run, and try to hide from it. It’s shaked my core of thankfulnes. My foundation. ——— Now I am rising again, and with my rise, I’ve found new depths to my thankfulness. Defiant gratetude. When you take your anger, and the hurt and defiance in it, and use it as fuel for gratetude. A strong combination, of heart and will, of dark and light. None of them bad, together strong enough to fill the void. ———- It’s felt like giving birth. Painful and beautiful, effecting every aspect of life. I am not done yet, but I will be ready. ——- I’m sending you my love, and if you find your selv in the darkness, I hope you’ll remember that darkness and light together make up a wholeness. And even though we are scared, we can choose to let our hearts be open and our souls expand.
They say that dark night of the soul it will tear you down, it will humble you. 
When you had everything but faith and then lose everything faith suddenly becomes you. 
The dark night is a herald, an omen of change. It lets us know we cannot live the way we’ve been living for this is no growth, no purpose... Spontaneous awakenings arrive in a number of ways...a terminal diagnosis, the loss of a loved one. A near death experience, a break up and the loss of your home. Suicidal depression and the loss of all you held dear. 
I drew this card days before my accident where I had my first seizure. I later fell into a worsening depression after losing my grandpa. The stress effected my body and landed me in the hospital for half a month after losing my apartment, my lover and my best friend. I had a horrible reaction to the seizure medication I was put on that led to an attempted overdose. I put myself through five rounds of shock therapy hoping to snap out of it and fell further down the rabbit hole. So far from home and sanity and the person I was once. I don’t know where life is taking me but for some reason I’m still here. 
#stillhere #thedarknightofthesoul #thefiveofpentacles #reversed #rottentarot #ifittakesshittomakeblissthenifeelprettyblissfully #seizetheday #fromchaoscomesrebirth #mentalhealthawareness #suicideprevention #whatsbadforyourheartisgoodforyourart #tarotreader #deathdoula #theburningofthewitch
They say that dark night of the soul it will tear you down, it will humble you. When you had everything but faith and then lose everything faith suddenly becomes you. The dark night is a herald, an omen of change. It lets us know we cannot live the way we’ve been living for this is no growth, no purpose... Spontaneous awakenings arrive in a number of ways...a terminal diagnosis, the loss of a loved one. A near death experience, a break up and the loss of your home. Suicidal depression and the loss of all you held dear. I drew this card days before my accident where I had my first seizure. I later fell into a worsening depression after losing my grandpa. The stress effected my body and landed me in the hospital for half a month after losing my apartment, my lover and my best friend. I had a horrible reaction to the seizure medication I was put on that led to an attempted overdose. I put myself through five rounds of shock therapy hoping to snap out of it and fell further down the rabbit hole. So far from home and sanity and the person I was once. I don’t know where life is taking me but for some reason I’m still here. #stillhere  #thedarknightofthesoul  #thefiveofpentacles  #reversed  #rottentarot  #ifittakesshittomakeblissthenifeelprettyblissfully  #seizetheday  #fromchaoscomesrebirth  #mentalhealthawareness  #suicideprevention  #whatsbadforyourheartisgoodforyourart  #tarotreader  #deathdoula  #theburningofthewitch 
It will open up the deepest wounds when we are not trying to numb it. I think it's the most unique form of unconditional love. It will stand by your side & tell where it hurts, over and over again, until the wound is healed. My own pain, I love u. Thank you for guiding me to home. ∞
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #meditation #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
It will open up the deepest wounds when we are not trying to numb it. I think it's the most unique form of unconditional love. It will stand by your side & tell where it hurts, over and over again, until the wound is healed. My own pain, I love u. Thank you for guiding me to home. ∞ ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #meditation  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
This beautiful dawn comes with surrendering. Just letting go, just trusting the ocean. With all of this pain, I’m willing, I’m willing to trust. ∞
📷: @eliasrosewood
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#darknightofthesoul #loveyourself #meditation #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
This beautiful dawn comes with surrendering. Just letting go, just trusting the ocean. With all of this pain, I’m willing, I’m willing to trust. ∞ 📷: @eliasrosewood ∆∇ #darknightofthesoul  #loveyourself  #meditation  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
If you've ever experienced this kind of energy flow you will never look at things the same again. #awakenmind #thedarknightofthesoul #2017 #tillithappenstoyou 🖤🖤🖤 www.theawakenedstate.net "It’s not sex per se that helps to trigger #kundalini, it’s the vasodilation of the #cardiovascular system, and the associated introduction of new #parasympathetic levels of “relaxation” in the body-mind….Normally chaotic #electrocardiogram spectrum patterns become coherent during positive states like falling in love. What initiates kundalini is therefore the opening of the heart, coupled with the positive state of the mind and increased prana flow that comes with being in love. Love in whatever form is transformational, for love is source energy”  #loveisenergy💘 #openedheart #whatjusthappened  #chaosinmirrorsofothers 💙💚
If you've ever experienced this kind of energy flow you will never look at things the same again. #awakenmind  #thedarknightofthesoul  #2017  #tillithappenstoyou  🖤🖤🖤 www.theawakenedstate.net "It’s not sex per se that helps to trigger #kundalini , it’s the vasodilation of the #cardiovascular  system, and the associated introduction of new #parasympathetic  levels of “relaxation” in the body-mind….Normally chaotic #electrocardiogram  spectrum patterns become coherent during positive states like falling in love. What initiates kundalini is therefore the opening of the heart, coupled with the positive state of the mind and increased prana flow that comes with being in love. Love in whatever form is transformational, for love is source energy” #loveisenergy 💘 #openedheart  #whatjusthappened  #chaosinmirrorsofothers  💙💚
Super excited to have finally made this video. I have been working on this subject for quite a while now. I wanted to truly experience every single symptom before sharing quite a topic. I’m seeing many people going through their own crazy experience with life. Here is a reminder, Darling ⏰ you aren’t crazy! You are not alone ! 
It happens! Just use this time to listen to your soul. Chill out. #invitechange #thedarknightofthesoul #awakening #spiritualgrowth #spiritualjunkie #katymendoza #hhwfitness #happyhealthyworld #youtube #hardtimes #ascension #challenges #spiritualawakening🖤⚫️◼️▪️THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL ⬆️Link in bio. 🔊
Super excited to have finally made this video. I have been working on this subject for quite a while now. I wanted to truly experience every single symptom before sharing quite a topic. I’m seeing many people going through their own crazy experience with life. Here is a reminder, Darling ⏰ you aren’t crazy! You are not alone ! It happens! Just use this time to listen to your soul. Chill out. #invitechange  #thedarknightofthesoul  #awakening  #spiritualgrowth  #spiritualjunkie  #katymendoza  #hhwfitness  #happyhealthyworld  #youtube  #hardtimes  #ascension  #challenges  #spiritualawakening 🖤⚫️◼️▪️THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL ⬆️Link in bio. 🔊
All that remains.
By chance today, whilst vacuuming I came across these 2 fallen angels on the floorboards, hidden deep under the sofa. They must have blown there about 8 weeks ago! They are all that remain of the beautiful tulips you see in my 3 earlier pictures and in my mind just as beautiful in death as they were in life. #lifeisshort #deadtulips #apreciousmomentintime #melancholia #jenismelancholy #thedarknightofthesoul
Establish your hero as immensely
powerful, skillful and smart, 
and somewhere in the middle of the story
get him easily defeated and humiliated
by a much weaker, less intelligent,
unprepared opponent.

This will increase the plausibility
of your narrative,
and will give the hero
something interesting to bounce off of,
both morally and physically. 
#setup
#surprise
#lowpoint
#plausibility
#foundation
#bounceoff
#defeat
#hero
#herodefeated
#conflict
#opponent
#adventure
#superhero
#allislost
#thedarknightofthesoul
#surprise
#humiliation
#beaten
#defeated
#recovery
#screenwriter
#screenwriting
#screenwritertraining
#screenwritersofinstagram
#screenwriterstagram
#writersofinstagram
#fiction
#storytelling
Establish your hero as immensely powerful, skillful and smart, and somewhere in the middle of the story get him easily defeated and humiliated by a much weaker, less intelligent, unprepared opponent. This will increase the plausibility of your narrative, and will give the hero something interesting to bounce off of, both morally and physically. #setup  #surprise  #lowpoint  #plausibility  #foundation  #bounceoff  #defeat  #hero  #herodefeated  #conflict  #opponent  #adventure  #superhero  #allislost  #thedarknightofthesoul  #surprise  #humiliation  #beaten  #defeated  #recovery  #screenwriter  #screenwriting  #screenwritertraining  #screenwritersofinstagram  #screenwriterstagram  #writersofinstagram  #fiction  #storytelling 
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss?

#bepeace #belove #(r)evolution #powerofwomen #transitionteam #contemporaryart #freedomofexpression #error #thedarknightofthesoul
#photography #blacknwhite #art #magazin #artists #memberofthecreationclass  #anjaslomma "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. "
#rebellesociety #Allielaroe thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss? #bepeace  #belove  #(r)evolution #powerofwomen  #transitionteam  #contemporaryart  #freedomofexpression  #error  #thedarknightofthesoul  #photography  #blacknwhite  #art  #magazin  #artists  #memberofthecreationclass   #anjaslomma  "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. " #rebellesociety  #Allielaroe  thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss?

#bepeace #belove #(r)evolution #powerofwomen #transitionteam #contemporaryart #freedomofexpression #error #thedarknightofthesoul
#photography #blacknwhite #art #magazin #artists #memberofthecreationclass  #anjaslomma "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. "
#rebellesociety #Allielaroe thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss? #bepeace  #belove  #(r)evolution #powerofwomen  #transitionteam  #contemporaryart  #freedomofexpression  #error  #thedarknightofthesoul  #photography  #blacknwhite  #art  #magazin  #artists  #memberofthecreationclass   #anjaslomma  "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. " #rebellesociety  #Allielaroe  thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss?

#bepeace #belove #(r)evolution #powerofwomen #transitionteam #contemporaryart #freedomofexpression #error #thedarknightofthesoul
#photography #blacknwhite #art #magazin #artists #memberofthecreationclass  #anjaslomma "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. " 
#rebellesociety #Allielaroe thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
how many liters of tears would come together if we collect them all just in one year. from every human. with all these pain, destruction and loss? #bepeace  #belove  #(r)evolution #powerofwomen  #transitionteam  #contemporaryart  #freedomofexpression  #error  #thedarknightofthesoul  #photography  #blacknwhite  #art  #magazin  #artists  #memberofthecreationclass   #anjaslomma  "transformation and soulshifting is heavy, worthy work that doesnt regulate itself to when you´re ready for it. " #rebellesociety  #Allielaroe  thank you for. the article about the truth about bliss!
Just received my beautiful limited to 50 special die-cut wooden box of @jonathanhulten The Dark Night Of the Soul with 12" Oxblood colored vinyl, t-shirt, sticker, poster and candle. Booklet with lyrics includes beautiful artworks !!! Enjoy beautiful voices and harmonies on vinyl !  Ordered  at reflections records #reflectionsrecords (heard only few left... And black vinyl also still available.) #jonathanhulten @tribulation_official #metal #metalband #blackmetal #deathmetal #tribulation #thedarknightofthesoul #chantsfromanotherplace #singer #medieval #choir #choirmusic #medievalmusic #middleage #folkmusic #folk #folkguitar #guitar #guitarist #guitarlife #accousticguitar #accapella
Just received my beautiful limited to 50 special die-cut wooden box of @jonathanhulten The Dark Night Of the Soul with 12" Oxblood colored vinyl, t-shirt, sticker, poster and candle. Booklet with lyrics includes beautiful artworks !!! Enjoy beautiful voices and harmonies on vinyl ! Ordered at reflections records #reflectionsrecords  (heard only few left... And black vinyl also still available.) #jonathanhulten  @tribulation_official #metal  #metalband  #blackmetal  #deathmetal  #tribulation  #thedarknightofthesoul  #chantsfromanotherplace  #singer  #medieval  #choir  #choirmusic  #medievalmusic  #middleage  #folkmusic  #folk  #folkguitar  #guitar  #guitarist  #guitarlife  #accousticguitar  #accapella 
The Middle of Nowhere
The Middle of Nowhere
I think that truth about healing is to take the most frightening steps out of the darkness. And fully seeing your pain. Loving it with open arms. Loving & caring all of that pain it is causing you. The deeper the pain, the more unconditional understanding you have to give. ∞
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#spiritual #loveyourself #meditation #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
I think that truth about healing is to take the most frightening steps out of the darkness. And fully seeing your pain. Loving it with open arms. Loving & caring all of that pain it is causing you. The deeper the pain, the more unconditional understanding you have to give. ∞ ∆∇ #spiritual  #loveyourself  #meditation  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
The dark night of the soul may drown you, but you will find your rock bottom on the bottom of your soul’s ocean. And there lays your deepest gratitude and pain, hand in hand. ∞
📷: @eliasrosewood
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#spiritual #loveyourself #meditation #meditation #spiritualgrowth #travelling #lovinglife #crystals #thedarknightofthesoul #selfhelp #innerpeace #spiritualawakening #health #henkinenkasvu #henkisyys #naturephotography #jooga #nature #reiki #spiritualteacher #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga #ayurveda #meditaatio #mentalhealth #spirituality #healing #healingcrystals #vegan #ocd
The dark night of the soul may drown you, but you will find your rock bottom on the bottom of your soul’s ocean. And there lays your deepest gratitude and pain, hand in hand. ∞ 📷: @eliasrosewood ∆∇ #spiritual  #loveyourself  #meditation  #meditation  #spiritualgrowth  #travelling  #lovinglife  #crystals  #thedarknightofthesoul  #selfhelp  #innerpeace  #spiritualawakening  #health  #henkinenkasvu  #henkisyys  #naturephotography  #jooga  #nature  #reiki  #spiritualteacher  #mentalhealthawareness  #yoga  #ayurveda  #meditaatio  #mentalhealth  #spirituality  #healing  #healingcrystals  #vegan  #ocd 
Today, I abandon my old habits and take up new, more positive ones
Realize that any difficult time are only a short phase of life. This too shall pass along with your old habits as you take in the new. You are a fully adapting being with creative energy which surges through you and leads you to new and brilliant ideas and the mindset that allows that energy to flow.

#popthekettleon and brew some of Teapot Teas THE DARK KNIGHT. Energetically infused with HOWLITE  to calm #thedarknightofthesoul. Today is also the full moon a period of completion. So let’s rest and remember how far we have come and release what no longer serves us for tomorrow is another day. 
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Today, I abandon my old habits and take up new, more positive ones Realize that any difficult time are only a short phase of life. This too shall pass along with your old habits as you take in the new. You are a fully adapting being with creative energy which surges through you and leads you to new and brilliant ideas and the mindset that allows that energy to flow. #popthekettleon  and brew some of Teapot Teas THE DARK KNIGHT. Energetically infused with HOWLITE to calm #thedarknightofthesoul . Today is also the full moon a period of completion. So let’s rest and remember how far we have come and release what no longer serves us for tomorrow is another day. For more information on the award winning Intentional Tisanes of Teapot Teas and updates on upcoming events and workshops follow us on www.teapotteas.com https://www.facebook.com/TeapotTeas https://www.facebook.com/AtTheTeapot Instagram #teapotteas  Twitter @TeapotTeas
#thedarknightofthesoul happened Saturday night into Sunday morning! I faced some deep truths I guess I had buried away. After mediation yesterday, I felt so free again, alive! I have all this creativity flowing through me again! I even want to take up piano again! Everyday I’m so eager to learn something new. Reading excites me! I threw out half my closet. I now know the surges of euphoria I was having the past few weeks at work is the #kundaliniawakening ! During mediation my body became electrified, I felt the surges flow through my body that even my whole left shoulder convulsed and lifted off the floor, lol yeah I know, almost like I was possessed 🙈 I feel the buzzing in my hands all day, sometimes I feel it more in 1 hand. I’m also learning to fall asleep with the tv off, your subconscious picks up on what is playing. I made the mistake that I left it on hbo and woke up at 4 am to some horror movie, I quickly changed the channel to some movie Gywneth Paltrow was in ( coincidence I saw her on the street on Friday) the movie was called Proof, something about Anthony Hopkins getting messages sent through his head from aliens. Lol I fell asleep, but the synopsis sounded like what I am experiencing 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️! I also have more patience dealing with people who become combative when I try to explain there’s a different way of leading your life that u can still do anything You want, u don’t have to be a Kundalinii yoga instructor and become all righteous, the reason I go is to go within me and heal me, and get to know me! I’m shedding my old skin, I am in my cocoon stage right now, I like being alone. I realize I can stand on my own 2 feet. I’m not the same girl from last week, i keep keep evolving every week. Also when we talk about past lives, what I learned is that each time we encompassed a new body growing up, from baby to toddler, to a small child, teenager, adolescent and many stages of adulthood, that was u , the essence of u, but no longer carry that body. 😊 it’s going to be a great day! #HAPPYMONDAY 🙏🏾 #SATNAM #truthismyidentity #awakening #vibratehigher #higherconsciousness thank you @yogi_rajmantra for being there with me on my journey 😍❤️☺️🙏
#thedarknightofthesoul  happened Saturday night into Sunday morning! I faced some deep truths I guess I had buried away. After mediation yesterday, I felt so free again, alive! I have all this creativity flowing through me again! I even want to take up piano again! Everyday I’m so eager to learn something new. Reading excites me! I threw out half my closet. I now know the surges of euphoria I was having the past few weeks at work is the #kundaliniawakening  ! During mediation my body became electrified, I felt the surges flow through my body that even my whole left shoulder convulsed and lifted off the floor, lol yeah I know, almost like I was possessed 🙈 I feel the buzzing in my hands all day, sometimes I feel it more in 1 hand. I’m also learning to fall asleep with the tv off, your subconscious picks up on what is playing. I made the mistake that I left it on hbo and woke up at 4 am to some horror movie, I quickly changed the channel to some movie Gywneth Paltrow was in ( coincidence I saw her on the street on Friday) the movie was called Proof, something about Anthony Hopkins getting messages sent through his head from aliens. Lol I fell asleep, but the synopsis sounded like what I am experiencing 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️! I also have more patience dealing with people who become combative when I try to explain there’s a different way of leading your life that u can still do anything You want, u don’t have to be a Kundalinii yoga instructor and become all righteous, the reason I go is to go within me and heal me, and get to know me! I’m shedding my old skin, I am in my cocoon stage right now, I like being alone. I realize I can stand on my own 2 feet. I’m not the same girl from last week, i keep keep evolving every week. Also when we talk about past lives, what I learned is that each time we encompassed a new body growing up, from baby to toddler, to a small child, teenager, adolescent and many stages of adulthood, that was u , the essence of u, but no longer carry that body. 😊 it’s going to be a great day! #HAPPYMONDAY  🙏🏾 #SATNAM  #truthismyidentity  #awakening  #vibratehigher  #higherconsciousness  thank you @yogi_rajmantra for being there with me on my journey 😍❤️☺️🙏
We all have our days. Just let it be and remember that the only constant is change. Nothing is for ever 💖 #thedarknightofthesoul #emotions #spiritualjourney #keepupthegoodwork #yournotalone
Were you drawn to this story as a child? As a human? Your soul knows things you have forgotten. Understandings that ring true at the deepest levels of your being and tap at you from within (#intuition)...knowings of how the universe truly works ...knowings that you were likely more closely in connection with as a child, as these true realities were brought in with you to this Earthly reality and are a big part of the reason we flourish as children...not yet devolving our #Universal soul for the Earthly one that slowly takes its place and forms as we start to #grow up and become indoctrinated with all the “categorical” thinking which separates us from the #true #oneness of #God, or #source, or #spirit, or #energy, or the #universe, or whatever mortal word you personally use to identify the #higherrealms and the #connection we have with one another. As we move away from #childhood, we buy into religion, educational doctrines, racial differences, sexual orientation preferences, gender guidelines, and material worship that daily prompt us to fear loss. What if I’m different? What if those who are different from me become more powerful? What if I don’t have what the other people just like me have? What if I lose my place in the race? When the real reality is that the #truth you came into this existence knowing as a child still remains...nothing is ever truly lost. And so there is no real reason to identify with fear. There is a far greater picture. You are learning lessons that may feel like loss in the moment of your current reality, but that are ultimately a needed part of your path in order to further your progress toward coming closer to your highest self. So #takeheart ! You are not losing a thing. It’s called #thedarknightofthesoul and it’s purposely the basis of alllllll the greatest stories (#starwars for one #josephcampbell). Designed to wake you up. Designed to help you remember that nothing is ever truly lost because matter is actually only perceivable energy and energy can never die, it can only be transformed @upmyvibe . 💗⠀
#TheNeverEndingStory #cosmos #asabovesobelow #wakeup #manifest #soul #weareone #cometogether #diversity #lgbt #lgbtq #transgender
Were you drawn to this story as a child? As a human? Your soul knows things you have forgotten. Understandings that ring true at the deepest levels of your being and tap at you from within (#intuition )...knowings of how the universe truly works ...knowings that you were likely more closely in connection with as a child, as these true realities were brought in with you to this Earthly reality and are a big part of the reason we flourish as children...not yet devolving our #Universal  soul for the Earthly one that slowly takes its place and forms as we start to #grow  up and become indoctrinated with all the “categorical” thinking which separates us from the #true  #oneness  of #God , or #source , or #spirit , or #energy , or the #universe , or whatever mortal word you personally use to identify the #higherrealms  and the #connection  we have with one another. As we move away from #childhood , we buy into religion, educational doctrines, racial differences, sexual orientation preferences, gender guidelines, and material worship that daily prompt us to fear loss. What if I’m different? What if those who are different from me become more powerful? What if I don’t have what the other people just like me have? What if I lose my place in the race? When the real reality is that the #truth  you came into this existence knowing as a child still remains...nothing is ever truly lost. And so there is no real reason to identify with fear. There is a far greater picture. You are learning lessons that may feel like loss in the moment of your current reality, but that are ultimately a needed part of your path in order to further your progress toward coming closer to your highest self. So #takeheart  ! You are not losing a thing. It’s called #thedarknightofthesoul  and it’s purposely the basis of alllllll the greatest stories (#starwars  for one #josephcampbell ). Designed to wake you up. Designed to help you remember that nothing is ever truly lost because matter is actually only perceivable energy and energy can never die, it can only be transformed @upmyvibe . 💗⠀ #TheNeverEndingStory  #cosmos  #asabovesobelow  #wakeup  #manifest  #soul  #weareone  #cometogether  #diversity  #lgbt  #lgbtq  #transgender 
The Dark Night Of The Soul 🌑 
Er der hvor det føles som om din krop bliver godt og grundigt rystet fra hinanden - falder fra hinanden, følelsen af ikke at kunne mere, ikke at kunne holde dine egne tanker og følelser ud! 
Jeg kom i dag i en tilstand af ikke at kunne rumme mine følelser, jeg kunne ikke holde ud pludselig at være ked af det, jeg blev frustret for jeg forstod den ikke!!!
Jeg mediterede på det, ikke engang det hjalp - det var ligesom jeg blev holdt fast i den.  Jeg fik samtidig en følelse af at jeg prøvede at flygte, fra at mærke. 
Men hvad var det at jeg ikke ville mærke? 
På gåtur i skoven med min soulsister ❤️🙏🏻 Coachede vi på det, gik ind i følelsen, hvad ville den fortælle? 
Der kom jeg tilbage til mit gamle forhold, i huset hvor vi boede. 
Jeg sad der med alle mine følelser, alle mine tanker, mit dårlige selværd, mit ego der larmede om at jeg ikke var værd at elske, at jeg ikke var god nok. 
Jeg sad og ventede og ventede på at alt blev godt. 
Jeg var frustreret for jeg vidste ikke hvorfor jeg sad fast - jeg følte mig fanget, jeg vidste ikke hvorfor angsten havde overmandet mig, jeg vidste ikke hvorfor jeg var i noget, som jeg inderst inde godt vidste virkelig ikke var godt for mig! 
Jeg flygtede fra MIG, ved at søge trygheden udenfor mig selv, ved at prøve at redde en andens liv, så skulle jeg ikke mærke, alt det der var svært inde i mig. 
Derfor kommer det op nu, fordi jeg har skubbet det væk, jeg har ikke ville mærke smerten, hvor ondt det gjorde, at miste MIG! 
Så hvad er læringen og budskabet i det her❤️ Først og fremmest skal jeg lave en ny historie, der hedder jeg mister ikke mig selv, jeg er mig med alt hvad jeg er, alt hvad jeg indeholder og rummer og jeg husker MIG, for jeg er kommet HJEM i mig selv 🙏🏻❤️ Jeg siger det igen og igen ❤️ Det VIGTIGSTE er DIG ❤️ At du er med ALT hvad du er❤️ Husker du dig? #detstarteridig #coaching #taknemlig #thedarknightofthesoul #unconditionallove #selvkærlighed #selflove #feelingishealing #hardtimes #atfindehjem #meditation #stilhed #væremeddetderer #altergodt
The Dark Night Of The Soul 🌑 Er der hvor det føles som om din krop bliver godt og grundigt rystet fra hinanden - falder fra hinanden, følelsen af ikke at kunne mere, ikke at kunne holde dine egne tanker og følelser ud! Jeg kom i dag i en tilstand af ikke at kunne rumme mine følelser, jeg kunne ikke holde ud pludselig at være ked af det, jeg blev frustret for jeg forstod den ikke!!! Jeg mediterede på det, ikke engang det hjalp - det var ligesom jeg blev holdt fast i den. Jeg fik samtidig en følelse af at jeg prøvede at flygte, fra at mærke. Men hvad var det at jeg ikke ville mærke? På gåtur i skoven med min soulsister ❤️🙏🏻 Coachede vi på det, gik ind i følelsen, hvad ville den fortælle? Der kom jeg tilbage til mit gamle forhold, i huset hvor vi boede. Jeg sad der med alle mine følelser, alle mine tanker, mit dårlige selværd, mit ego der larmede om at jeg ikke var værd at elske, at jeg ikke var god nok. Jeg sad og ventede og ventede på at alt blev godt. Jeg var frustreret for jeg vidste ikke hvorfor jeg sad fast - jeg følte mig fanget, jeg vidste ikke hvorfor angsten havde overmandet mig, jeg vidste ikke hvorfor jeg var i noget, som jeg inderst inde godt vidste virkelig ikke var godt for mig! Jeg flygtede fra MIG, ved at søge trygheden udenfor mig selv, ved at prøve at redde en andens liv, så skulle jeg ikke mærke, alt det der var svært inde i mig. Derfor kommer det op nu, fordi jeg har skubbet det væk, jeg har ikke ville mærke smerten, hvor ondt det gjorde, at miste MIG! Så hvad er læringen og budskabet i det her❤️ Først og fremmest skal jeg lave en ny historie, der hedder jeg mister ikke mig selv, jeg er mig med alt hvad jeg er, alt hvad jeg indeholder og rummer og jeg husker MIG, for jeg er kommet HJEM i mig selv 🙏🏻❤️ Jeg siger det igen og igen ❤️ Det VIGTIGSTE er DIG ❤️ At du er med ALT hvad du er❤️ Husker du dig? #detstarteridig  #coaching  #taknemlig  #thedarknightofthesoul  #unconditionallove  #selvkærlighed  #selflove  #feelingishealing  #hardtimes  #atfindehjem  #meditation  #stilhed  #væremeddetderer  #altergodt 
Interview with Jonathan Hulthen from #tribulation "My goal with lyrics is always to express myself as honestly as I can" http://dinintunerec.com/2018/05/01/interview-jonathan-hulthen/ #jonathanhulten #metal #heavymetal #blackmetal #downbelow #thedarknightofthesoul #makeup #deathmetal @jonathanhulten @tribulation_official @insomniumofficial @centurymedia @centurymediaeu
#this makes so much sense to me...this is exactly how I have felt for the past 2.5 months...such a void. 
#Repost @metaphysicalcreations (@get_repost)
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Shadow Work. #soulsearching #seeking #findingself #healing #darkness #goingwithin #introvert #ptsd #sifting #oldpain #trauma #recovery #guidance #meditation #emotionalhealth #thedarknightofthesoul
“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.” Psalm 51:17 
#thefootstepsofadreamer #chapternine #thedarknightofthesoul #dreamseed #manuscript #quoteoftheday #dream #dreamer #dreammaker #goddreams #quotable #writer #writersofinstagram #finaledits #purpose #jesus #calling #author #authorsofinstagram
Food for a home loving globalized person. Forest fields and tropical vitamin kick! Homemade and gonemde smoothie for a perfect day in the sunlight and new moon energies. #magicfromtheforest #mango #heartchakra #solarplexuschakra #selfloveclub #foodmakesushappy #newmoon #newmoon2018  #astrology #veganbreakfastideas #witchcraft #modernwitch #urbanshaman #globalized #eartlings #thedarknightofthesoul #snofflasmat
some of my favorite books, - The Dark Night of the Soul, St John of the Cross
- The Way of Perfection, St. Teresa of Avila
- Interior Castle, St. Teresa of Avila

#booklover
#readbook
#book #soul #stteresa #doctorofchurch
#nonfiction
#philosophy
#stteresaofavila
#stjohnofthecross
#thedarknightofthesoul 
#thewayofperfection 
#interiorcastle
#storyofthesoul 
Inspirations, 
#doctorofthechurch
#reachthesoul
#knowselfbetter 
#philosophical
I am the light, the dark and all the colors. I am blanc brand new figure directly from the creator of source. I am the creator of my reality and I choose to change and shift. I choose love light and laughter. I am a serious trixter made of stardust and quantum particles. I am a sensitive humynbeing spinning in circles. I choose the circle of life. I am the rainbow in the darkest night. I am the light. #lovelightlaughter #nonbinarypride #nonbinarytrans #trixter #thedarknightofthesoul #spiritualawakening #heartopening #soulmates #lightbeings #lightbeingsunite #lightbeingsliving #spiritualawareness #everydayquotes #yourbodyisyourtemple #333 #33 #3333 
#numerology
I am the light, the dark and all the colors. I am blanc brand new figure directly from the creator of source. I am the creator of my reality and I choose to change and shift. I choose love light and laughter. I am a serious trixter made of stardust and quantum particles. I am a sensitive humynbeing spinning in circles. I choose the circle of life. I am the rainbow in the darkest night. I am the light. #lovelightlaughter  #nonbinarypride  #nonbinarytrans  #trixter  #thedarknightofthesoul  #spiritualawakening  #heartopening  #soulmates  #lightbeings  #lightbeingsunite  #lightbeingsliving  #spiritualawareness  #everydayquotes  #yourbodyisyourtemple  #333  #33  #3333  #numerology 
@jonathanhulten will hit the stage of @patronaattilburg tomorrow @roadburnfest
Showtime: 3:30PM!!! Archive pic of last years show @013poppodium
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@jonathanhulten will hit the stage of @patronaattilburg tomorrow @roadburnfest Showtime: 3:30PM!!! Archive pic of last years show @013poppodium - All rights reserved @jos.m.skeleton Share 📸 = tag ! 🔥 - - - #jonathanhulten  #jonathanhultén  #singer  #troubadour  @johanreflections #tribulation  #tribulationofficial  @tribulation_official @centurymedia #centurymedia  #centurymediarecords  #sweden 🇸🇪 #swedenmetal  #swedenblackmetal  #swedendeathmetal  @jdh_illustration #darkart  #illustrator  #thedarknightofthesoul  #chantsfromanotherplace  #nightlysun  #makeup  #schmink  #corpsepaint  #metalhead  #josmskeletonpics  #3songsnoflash  #live  #concert  #concertphotography  #concertshots  #canonphoto  @metalfan.nl #metalfannl  #metalfan 
What is the purpose of all this? To vomit out everything in your mind and soul, cleansing yourself through suffering? Is that what we are doing here? Finding all the answers from inside is not working when you are not trusting yourself. Knowing you are not doing the right thing and still keep on doing it. Because you need to find yourself in an absolute edge before you can start making some changes? What is it about human mind that makes it so hard to overcome yourself? We are just sitting inside the dark prison cell, that we ourselves have created, playing with the key in our hand and dreaming about freedom. Why we are so scared of the unknown? Why we need this tormented anxiety to burn our hearts out before we start taking new steps? 
Just wondering.. or maybe it’s just me
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#oneofthosedays #blackorwhite #theanatomyofmelancholy #anxiety #nothingness #existentialism #everythingisupsidedown #theworldstillkeepsonspinning #thedarknightofthesoul #yetanother #findinggraceinasanas
What is the purpose of all this? To vomit out everything in your mind and soul, cleansing yourself through suffering? Is that what we are doing here? Finding all the answers from inside is not working when you are not trusting yourself. Knowing you are not doing the right thing and still keep on doing it. Because you need to find yourself in an absolute edge before you can start making some changes? What is it about human mind that makes it so hard to overcome yourself? We are just sitting inside the dark prison cell, that we ourselves have created, playing with the key in our hand and dreaming about freedom. Why we are so scared of the unknown? Why we need this tormented anxiety to burn our hearts out before we start taking new steps? Just wondering.. or maybe it’s just me . #oneofthosedays  #blackorwhite  #theanatomyofmelancholy  #anxiety  #nothingness  #existentialism  #everythingisupsidedown  #theworldstillkeepsonspinning  #thedarknightofthesoul  #yetanother  #findinggraceinasanas 
@jonathanhulten will be performing on @roadburnfest this Friday in @patronaattilburg Showtime: 3:30PM!!! Archive pic of last years show @013poppodium
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@jonathanhulten will be performing on @roadburnfest this Friday in @patronaattilburg Showtime: 3:30PM!!! Archive pic of last years show @013poppodium - All rights reserved @jos.m.skeleton Share 📸 = tag ! 🔥 - - - #jonathanhulten  #jonathanhultén  #singer  #troubadour  @johanreflections #tribulation  #tribulationofficial  @tribulation_official @centurymedia #centurymedia  #centurymediarecords  #sweden 🇸🇪 #swedenmetal  #swedenblackmetal  #swedendeathmetal  @jdh_illustration #darkart  #illustrator  #thedarknightofthesoul  #chantsfromanotherplace  #nightlysun  #makeup  #schmink  #corpsepaint  #metalhead  #josmskeletonpics  #3songsnoflash  #live  #concert  #concertphotography  #concertshots  #canonphoto  @metalfan.nl #metalfannl  #metalfan 
This friday @roadburnfest Jonathan Hultén live at Het Patronaat 16.30 CET. Don’t miss out if you’re attending the fest! #jonathanhulten #tribulation #roadburn #roadburnfestival #thedarknightofthesoul