certainty in uncertainty
21 hours ago, a line was drawn. mutual understanding (?) reached. i thought i couldn't live with the pain of uncertainty. have i grown from this experience?
i'm taking time to myself today. i think too often we forget how much that is needed -- to find contentment within yourself. the truth really is that we came into this world alone and we will depart alone. but why does that have to be a bad thing?
i know i'm still healing and maybe again, i'm subconsciously preventing myself from feeling the excruciating pain. but i determine how i feel in this moment, so i'll cherish this current feeling of being okay.
we're both walking down a road enshrouded in fog; we all are. i used to need to be able to see the end of the road; to know where i was headed. and i'd still prefer to. but i'm learning to just walk, focus on the journey, let life take me where it wants to, do what is best for myself. .