I always had this voice within me, it was not the voice of some god or some supernatural being not anything exterior or spectacular at all really.
It was, my own voice, the projection of my own will, which I at some point had let drown in a sea of nothingness, predetermined patterns of how miserable I supposedly was.
But finally..., I mustered up the measly courage I had left, and I left on a journey,
I'm still on it now, and perhaps I may never go back.
But what I have gained can never be measured by words, living is not just about being happy.
But to truly feel, what emotion it ever may be, fear, anger, sadness, happiness...
To feel something from the very core of your soul and existence, is the single most beautiful thing you will ever have in this world.
But you have to take the first step on your own, not tomorrow, not later, you do it right now. Dont let societies dogma push you down. Dont be defeated by yourself before you even start.