I am a little bit tired today since I was up last night crying over Dan and Phil’s honesty in their new video???? I relate to so many of their fears and it’s like they’ve stripped away another layer and gone dEEPER✨
It does make me feel less alone when people I look up to talk openly about their struggles!
The “do you ever feel like you don’t have a personality?” bit hit me so hard because I feel like that all the time! I like to seem like that quirky and (hopefully) funny person and all that, but how much of that is me masking and how much is real? Even though I can have so much fun with close friends, I’m always afraid that I can’t fully let go of the “performance”!!
I hide behind jokes and looking everywhere but at the person I am talking to, I use phrases I hear often, I spend a lot of time in my head planning out my next appropriate response. Is this me?
It’s like I am being 100% myself and really removed at the same time and I can’t even begin to explain it. That’s the downside of masking for so so long: I don’t know how to turn it off (or if I have????)🌚 my greatest fear is to find that there’s nothing at all underneath everything. Or maybe it’s that I might never find out.
I can’t possibly be alone in this, right? Well apart from Dan😭 do you have any tips on how to let go of the mask? Or maybe you haven’t yet?
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As they climbed it, the various Healers called out to them, diagnosing odd complaints and suggesting horrible remedies. Ron was seriously affronted when a medieval wizard called out that he clearly had a bad case of spattergroit.
“And what’s that supposed to be?” he asked angrily, as the Healer pursued him through six more portraits, shoving the occupants out of the way.
“ ’Tis a most grievous affliction of the skin, young master, that will leave you pockmarked and more gruesome even than you are now —”
“Watch who you’re calling gruesome!” said Ron, his ears turning red.
“The only remedy is to take the liver of a toad, bind it tight about your throat, stand naked by the full moon in a barrel of eels’ eyes —”
“I have not got spattergroit!”
“But the unsightly blemishes upon your visage, young master —”
“They’re freckles!” said Ron furiously - Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix