Доброе утро, несмотря на пасмурную и весьма прохладную погоду🌸
День начался с отличных новостей🤩 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Я воодушевлена и полна грандиозных планов🤫
Шлю всем лучики добра и отличного настроения😉
Oct 23rd | 11:06 a.m.
❝Nothing feels the same, I could spend eternities inside your loving flame...❞ - Your Loving Flame | Paul McCartney -
Im still sick and just went home from school cause my head feels like the yellow submarine and it's not nice and I love Macs
Not sure if it’s a school? It’s more a group at the spot. Front and centre is l201 or snowball pleco to the right is l066 or king tiger behind them is l134 or leopard frog and to the left of that is l397 . The giant albino pleco behind them all is Paul! Plain old boring old Paul. #lfish#pleco#hypancistrus#panaqolus#paul
*the next morning I woke up. I opened my bedroom door, Logan was there. He smiled and walked forwards gripping my waist*
L:" Mike has gone shopping"
* I smiled, he pressed his lips against mine. He twisted round and sat down on my bed pulling me onto his lap. I smiled on his lips and wrapped my arms round his neck. He smiled and pecked me on the lips*
L:" God this is so bad. Mike would hate me... but I'm... addicted to you"
* I laughed. He kissed me. We got back downstairs. Mike came in, he chucked me chocolate *
* he unpacked the stuff. I stood up and walked over and grabbed a drink. Logan walked past me grabbing my ass. I turned and looked at him. He smirked. Mike went upstairs. I grabbed my drink. I felt Logan's hands on my hips and his body press against mine *
B:" logan what if mike comes down"
L:" then he'd probably kill me. I turned around. He pressed his lips against mine and smiled on my lips. He slowly pulled away*
L:" I can't get enough of you"
*he bit my lip and pressed his lips against mine....
It definitely was a whirlwind... I had a diamond promise ring on my finger within a month of meeting. Diamond earrings at Christmas, a diamond bracelet on Valentine's Day, a diamond cross on my birthday.... the gifts kept coming. I was covered in jewellery. All sorts of rings, a diamond citizen watch, another diamond cross etc. As for the clothing? I was spoiled with anything and everything as long as it was tight and form fitting. My ex husband called me his trophy wife and wanted me to show off my curves. He proposed to me on top of the highest mountain in Banff Alberta with an $8000 full carat diamond engagement ring with a $3000 diamond wedding band that followed on our wedding day July 7th 2007. I married him because I truly believed that becoming his wife would change him but I was wrong. He was very insecure even though he was handsome, he believed I had a thing for native men only but I didn't. I truly loved him but his crazy behaviour started to push me away. I didn't feel safe or loved anymore. He would be cruel and make me cry and make up for it by spoiling me with more material things and passionate sex and I would get sucked right back in. He always pulled me back in. I was weak. There was no locks on our doors, he wouldn't allow it. Not even on our bathroom door so there was no escape, I would cry on my bed while he stood by the door calling me down. I felt like I was having a nervous breakdown. He had me believing that I was going crazy. Everything on this list spells out his name....Paul. So charming, so irresistible, so loving. But so so cold. I'll never understand why.