Jeez it’s not many days left of october and I am working my ass off! Pounding my boss... um... I mean, plowing my way through october and work and drama and problems with other bosses wanting me to work placeses I don’t want to work in. They just book me because they don’t have many that have the experience and are delegated to do surtain things. Amd they are lazy to not educate their own workers. And I don’t even get paid extra for working there and they don’t even ask me first. They just book me like I was a damn slave. Time to do a very Swedish thing and it is to write an angry email. So angry that it will burn their eyes off. Hehehe... MOAHAHAA... oh sorry. Too much? Nah... maybe a little. Anyways, I’m not going to attend #närconhöst because of economical issues. I hate money right now. It doesn’t make me happy right now and the more I work the more sick of money I get. I love my work but I hate the money. I just want to get naked and dance all day until I die. Anyways, hope ya’ll doing better! #elderlycare#nurse#cosplaygirl#cosplayerswithcats#närcon2018#workmyassoff#workaholics#ijustwanttosleep
How do y’all get up in the morning? I’m seriously looking for advice here. My entire life I’ve required more sleep than most and am naturally an extreme night owl and the worst run the morning. I feel like we try all kinds of ideas to get me out of bed but I’m just not making progress in this area and I need to be getting my kids to school in time. What have you found helpful??? Thanks! #heavysleeper#ijustwanttosleep#kittycat#snoozebutton
It was all fun and games last photo bombing little man and husband. Shortly after that photo, the brown one woke up and demanded attention. Then the white one went postal. Kicking, pinching, slapping and inflicting as much pain as he can on the woman who birthed him and gave him life.
Daycare opens at 6:30. I was outside at 6:28. I miss being away for work. #beforeandafter
The worst part of being in pain through half of your day is trying to explain why you’re not caught up with your homework, when it makes everything else so much harder to concentrate on, why you stayed in, why you get upset over the smallest things because everything else has just broken you down, why you physically cannot do something that should be so simple. The worst part is being so close to being normal, to have something give in and bring you back to square one. When the pain isn’t the worst part, but needing help doing basic tasks. When you ask for help and they don’t believe that you’re really in pain. When you take it out on the people that are trying to help in any way they can. Being terrified of being back at that point and tip toeing around your life so that it doesn’t happen. To have it come right back and smack you in the face at the one moment you didn’t think about how you moved. To watch everyone else be able to do the little things you have been striving to do. #thankfulforher#ijustwanttosleep
When you try to take a moment to make 1 selfie to acknowledge your self, it still get disturb and turns into this. Again I'm in the background.
These last weeks have been pretty intense and non stop for just the both of us of full-time parents with no rest even when your immune system shuts down, and your body crashes, and nothing works but everything must still happen. No time for self. Millions tabs opened. To-do list never ending. But we give thanks for the power of love that unites us 4 against everything. United to death, for real. 😋 #nosleepforparents#sleepdeprivedmommy#selfcareforwho#selfcaredeprived#ijustwanttosleep#selfcareissleep
Still not feeling the greatest but at least I'm keeping food down... only thing that would make today better is if the neighbors dogs had stopped barking long enough for me to get some sleep.... ugh. I don't mind general apartment building noise, in fact I expect it!!! But 24 hours of pretty much straight barking...? this is just ridiculous! #tired#sick#magicbag#shorthair#thissucks#ijustwanttosleep
There’s a lot of things going on in my little bubble. I have mountains of stress in so many directions. BUT for this moment I’m going to remember how fortunate I am to have the kind of stress I have, good lawd it could be worse, and also tell myself, TGIFF! So here’s to you week, f*ck off and hello weekend!
Last night was 3rd night on the trot I’ve not really slept 😔💤 gone beyond tired now and can’t wait to go to work! #sarcasm poor @runnerhasbeen is suffering and I think he’s probably ready to smother me or crush up a sleeping pill 😬🤣 sorry 😘❤️ hoping I sleep tonight as I’m up early tomorrow to head to the #tweedvalley#trailrun , just what I need! 👍🏻 #cantsleep#ijustwanttosleep
I am not okay. I know I will be eventually, but right now I can’t function. I have hit a breaking point. I’m drained and beyond exhausted from everything going on lately. Taking the next few days to figure out some things for my life.