Time to start working on the slammed ranger again now that the srt is no longer a thing. Cleaning up the v6 after it has sat for 9 months. I’ll be repainting and wiring tucking it and hopefully putting it back in the truck within the next couple weeks and I’ll be back out laying sparks on the street soon 😁 and who knows maybe I’ll have another srt soon
Lol one cannot just get over it. Until you’ve been at the lowest of low in depression, you can’t talk. How wonderful would it be if I didn’t understand depression. How hard life can get if you have a mental illness. It’s ridiculous. Like they say, ignorance is bliss.
Damn tomorrow are grades and shit I'm getting so nervous. Idk how I did I start doubting. Especially about maths. I don't know what I'm going to do. My mother's going to overeact. Sue told me that if I get below 18/20 on any lesson I'll change school, and I won't go to camp with scouts. She'll also get my phone and start shouting or sth. Idk, idk really it's just so fcked up. I can't deal with my mother, she'll probably my worst fear, even worse than insects. I just don't know if I will be able to handle stuff.... I might lose control fck I will certainly do. Shit I keep thinking about it and I feel like I cannot breath. It's just too much you know. I can't deal with that and everyone's expecting too much. She'll kill me! And I just can't do that. She asks for too much and doesn't let me handle things at my own pace. I just need as much luck as I can for tomorrow. But that's not life's thing.. luck. It kills you when you reach hope.... but I guess I'll have to see until tomorrow. Wish me luck please. Ik that will be bad but I just wish it won't. And that I did good for one time. I want to feel useful myself. That I do something good. But I'm not worth it am I? I should just frickin give up