Book Haul! …and trigger warning…don’t worry, it sounds heavy and gets WAY lighter and brighter. 😉
Earlier this week I had a flashback to an incident I haven’t had access to since I was between the ages of 5-9ish. A memory of abuse. Sexual abuse. It was gut wrenching. I felt wretched. I’ve asked for years to remember more from my childhood…and here it was and I didn’t want this memory. However…this occurred when I “lost my magic”…or so I’ve said for years. I used to have access to a some amazing “super powers” and during this period of abuse, I lost access to quite a bit of it. In the wake of this remembering I’m getting synchronicity after synchronicity. Compounded codes and messages coming in from my Universe. And, today’s book haul was evident of exactly that. My childhood magic is returning, new codes and old codes are coming in, and I’ve never been so happy to have been so upset.
In a cafe, with used books for sale, I came across treasures. I opened to random pages…
The Fall Of Atlantis ~ a passage about temple sex priestesses. I’ve been told of lives I’ve lived in such temples and of living in Atlantis (a city I have obsessed countless hours over since childhood and knew about before I saw anything about it in books.) A wink to past lives of mine ;) A quite enjoyable one at that. I can’t wait to bite into this book.
Anne Rice’s ’The Mummy’ ~ a wink to my Egyptian days and obsessions. Much like Atlantis, I knew of and dove headlong into the Egyptian pantheon and culture as a child.
The Complete Works Of William Shakespeare ~ A writer and lover I’ve admired. One who wrote The Tempest…a handle I used to go by online since back in the days of AOL. Tempest…fitting for the aspects of self I’m reclaiming.
Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton ~ As cheesy as the movie was…the book is exquisitely written. An author I can learn from, and one I pulled off of my father’s bookshelf as a child and was impacted by. I used to think…maybe one day I’ll write. Also, a wink to reptilians out there, I hear they’re often misunderstood.
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