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Eating, Food, Chocolate, Peanut Butter oh and those Pancakes. But i don't have bananas. A damn I could go for some crisps right now. As I sit in my chemistry lectures these are the thoughts that pass through my mind. 
After years of restricting the moment I let these foods back into my life my brain has become greedy, ravenous, begging for more. Whole jars of Nutella, tubs of ice cream and boxes of cookies disappears in a single night. But my brain still not satisfied dreams of cake and chips and cheese. My days are spent in my room guzzling food. 
My mind should be screaming. But for now it only screams for more.

It is scary. Will I ever stop? How much will I grow? Will my body let me know?

But for now I trust my brain. Let myself follow the instincts I have suppressed for so long. I can only hope they do me well.

To my brain I want to say sorry for making you feel so desperate, so ignored, so uncared for. From now on I want to make you stronger, prouder and nourished. I want to let you bloom and flourish. I want to set you free. Let me know when your ready. I promise to let you shimmer and shine

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Eating, Food, Chocolate, Peanut Butter oh and those Pancakes. But i don't have bananas. A damn I could go for some crisps right now. As I sit in my chemistry lectures these are the thoughts that pass through my mind. After years of restricting the moment I let these foods back into my life my brain has become greedy, ravenous, begging for more. Whole jars of Nutella, tubs of ice cream and boxes of cookies disappears in a single night. But my brain still not satisfied dreams of cake and chips and cheese. My days are spent in my room guzzling food. My mind should be screaming. But for now it only screams for more. It is scary. Will I ever stop? How much will I grow? Will my body let me know? But for now I trust my brain. Let myself follow the instincts I have suppressed for so long. I can only hope they do me well. To my brain I want to say sorry for making you feel so desperate, so ignored, so uncared for. From now on I want to make you stronger, prouder and nourished. I want to let you bloom and flourish. I want to set you free. Let me know when your ready. I promise to let you shimmer and shine #edwarrior  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #food  #anorexianervosa  #foodisfuel  #edfighter  #recovery  #anorexiafighter  #foodie  #bulimia  #vegan  #anorexic  #ednos  #bodypositive  #prorecovery  #whatieatinaday  #fooddiary  #summer  #edfamily  #selflove  #eatittobeatit  #fdoe  #ed  #edfam  #beatana  #bhfyp 

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